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In all the women’s eyes she read the reflected lustre of the jewels she
could wear when she chose: it was as though their glitter reached
her from the far-off bank where they lay sealed up in the Altringham
strong-box. What a fool she had been to think that Strefford would ever
believe she didn’t care for them!
The Ambassadress, a blank perpendicular person, had been a shade less
affable than Susy could have wished; but then there was Lady Joan--and
the girl was handsome, alarmingly handsome to account for that: probably
every one in the room had guessed it. And the old Duchess of Dunes was
delightful. She looked rather like Strefford in a wig and false pearls
(Susy was sure they were as false as her teeth); and her cordiality
was so demonstrative that the future bride found it more difficult to
account for than Lady Ascot’s coldness, till she heard the old lady, as
they passed into the hall, breathe in a hissing whisper to her nephew:
“Streff, dearest, when you have a minute’s time, and can drop in at
my wretched little pension, I know you can explain in two words what
I ought to do to pacify those awful money-lenders.... And you’ll bring
your exquisite American to see me, won’t you!... No, Joan Senechal’s too
fair for my taste.... Insipid....”
Yes: the taste of it all was again sweet on her lips. A few days later
she began to wonder how the thought of Strefford’s endearments could
have been so alarming. To be sure he was not lavish of them; but when he
did touch her, even when he kissed her, it no longer seemed to matter.
An almost complete absence of sensation had mercifully succeeded to the
first wild flurry of her nerves.
And so it would be, no doubt, with everything else in her new life. If
it failed to provoke any acute reactions, whether of pain or pleasure,
the very absence of sensation would make for peace. And in the meanwhile
she was tasting what, she had begun to suspect, was the maximum of
bliss to most of the women she knew: days packed with engagements, the
exhilaration of fashionable crowds, the thrill of snapping up a jewel
or a bibelot or a new “model” that one’s best friend wanted, or of being
invited to some private show, or some exclusive entertainment, that
one’s best friend couldn’t get to. There was nothing, now, that she
couldn’t buy, nowhere that she couldn’t go: she had only to choose and
to triumph. And for a while the surface-excitement of her life gave her
the illusion of enjoyment.
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