Americans -- Europe -- Fiction; Europe -- Fiction; Love stories; Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Socialites -- Fiction
“Merely what people call happiness, dear.”
“‘People call’--you see you don’t believe in it yourself! Well, neither
do I--in that form, at any rate.”
He considered. “I believe in trying for it--even if the trying’s the
best of it.”
“Well, I’ve tried, and failed. And I’m twenty-two, and I never was
young. I suppose I haven’t enough imagination.” She drew a deep breath.
“Now I want something different.” She appeared to search for the word.
“I want to be--prominent,” she declared.
“Prominent?”
She reddened swarthily. “Oh, you smile--you think it’s ridiculous: it
doesn’t seem worth while to you. That’s because you’ve always had all
those things. But I haven’t. I know what father pushed up from, and
I want to push up as high again--higher. No, I haven’t got much
imagination. I’ve always liked Facts. And I find I shall like the fact
of being a Princess--choosing the people I associate with, and being up
above all these European grandees that father and mother bow down to,
though they think they despise them. You can be up above these people by
just being yourself; you know how. But I need a platform--a sky-scraper.
Father and mother slaved to give me my education. They thought education
was the important thing; but, since we’ve all three of us got mediocre
minds, it has just landed us among mediocre people. Don’t you suppose I
see through all the sham science and sham art and sham everything we’re
surrounded with? That’s why I want to buy a place at the very top, where
I shall be powerful enough to get about me the people I want, the big
people, the right people, and to help them I want to promote culture,
like those Renaissance women you’re always talking about. I want to do
it for Apex City; do you understand? And for father and mother too. I
want all those titles carved on my tombstone. They’re facts, anyhow!
Don’t laugh at me....” She broke off with one of her clumsy smiles, and
moved away from him to the other end of the room.
He sat looking at her with a curious feeling of admiration. Her harsh
positivism was like a tonic to his disenchanted mood, and he thought:
“What a pity!”
Aloud he said: “I don’t feel like laughing at you. You’re a great
woman.”
“Then I shall be a great Princess.”
“Oh--but you might have been something so much greater!”
Her face flamed again. “Don’t say that!”
He stood up involuntarily, and drew near her.
“Why not?”
“Because you’re the only man with whom I can imagine the other kind of
greatness.”
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