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He sent his eyes again about the room, which his absent-minded gaze
seemed to reduce to its dismal constituent elements, and added, with an
obvious effort at small talk: “I hear the Fulmers are not hitting it off
very well since his success. Is it true that he’s going to marry Violet
Melrose?”
The blood rose to Susy’s face. “Oh, never, never! He and Grace are
travelling together now.”
“Oh, I didn’t know. People say things....” He was visibly embarrassed
with the subject, and sorry that he had broached it.
“Some of the things that people say are true. But Grace doesn’t mind.
She says she and Nat belong to each other. They can’t help it, she
thinks, after having been through such a lot together.”
“Dear old Grace!”
He had risen from his chair, and this time she made no effort to detain
him. He seemed to have recovered his self-composure, and it struck her
painfully, humiliatingly almost, that he should have spoken in that
light way of the expedition to Fontainebleau on the morrow.... Well,
men were different, she supposed; she remembered having felt that once
before about Nick.
It was on the tip of her tongue to cry out: “But wait--wait! I’m not
going to marry Strefford after all!”--but to do so would seem like an
appeal to his compassion, to his indulgence; and that was not what she
wanted. She could never forget that he had left her because he had not
been able to forgive her for “managing”--and not for the world would she
have him think that this meeting had been planned for such a purpose.
“If he doesn’t see that I am different, in spite of appearances... and
that I never was what he said I was that day--if in all these months it
hasn’t come over him, what’s the use of trying to make him see it now?”
she mused. And then, her thoughts hurrying on: “Perhaps he’s suffering
too--I believe he is suffering--at any rate, he’s suffering for me, if
not for himself. But if he’s pledged to Coral, what can he do? What
would he think of me if I tried to make him break his word to her?”
There he stood--the man who was “going to Fontainebleau to-morrow”; who
called it “taking the necessary steps!” Who could smile as he made the
careless statement! A world seemed to divide them already: it was as if
their parting were already over. All the words, cries, arguments beating
loud wings in her dropped back into silence. The only thought left was:
“How much longer does he mean to go on standing there?”
He may have read the question in her face, for turning back from an
absorbed contemplation of the window curtains he said: “There’s nothing
else?”
“Nothing else?”
“I mean: you spoke of things to be settled--”
She flushed, suddenly remembering the pretext she had used to summon
him.
“Oh,” she faltered, “I didn’t know... I thought there might be.... But
the lawyers, I suppose....”
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