This change of attitude acted very powerfully on Clementina. As she had
remarked, it was a new sensation to be taken care of: one which she
liked very much indeed. All the sternly repressed feminine in her—all
that she called the silly fool woman—responded to the masculine
strength and delicacy of touch. She, on her side, saw Tommy in a new
light. He had developed from the boy into the man. He was responsible,
practical, imperious in his frank, kindly, Anglo-Saxon way. It was a new
joy for the woman, who, since girlhood, had fought single-handed for her
place in the world, to sit still and do nothing while difficulties
vanished before his bright presence just as the crests of alarming
steeps vanished before the irresistible rush of the car.
Once when a loud report and the grinding of the wheels announced a
puncture, she cried involuntarily.
“I’m so glad!”
Tommy laughed. “Well, of all the feminine reasons for
gladness!”—Clementina basked in her femininity like a lizard in the
sun. “I suppose it’s because you can sit in the shade and watch Johnson
and me toiling and broiling like niggers on the road.”
She blushed beneath her swarthy skin. That was just it. She loved to see
him throw off his coat and grapple like a young Hercules with the tyre.
For Johnson’s much more efficient exertions she cared not a scrap.
Her heart was full of new delights. It was a new delight to feel
essentially what she in her irony used to term a lady; to be addressed
with deference and tenderness, to have her desires executed just that
instant before specific formulation which gives charm and surprise.
Every day she discovered a new and unsuspected quality in Tommy, and
every evening she dwelt upon the sweetness, freshness, and strength of
his nature. The lavender fragrance, the nice maiden-aunt-ity of her
relations with Tommy, I am afraid she missed.
It gave her an odd little thrill of pleasure when Tommy propounded his
theory of the perfect focal adjustment of the good in their natures.
When he implicitly gave her rank as angel she was deeply moved. So she
stretched out her hand and touched him and said “Thank you.”
“You said nothing about my proposal to stay here for ever,” he remarked,
after a while.
“I’m quite ready,” she replied absently. “Why shouldn’t we?”
Tommy pointed out a white château that flashed through the greenery of
the hill behind the cathedral.
“That’s the place we’ll take. We’ll fill it with books—chiefly sermons,
and flowers—chiefly poppies, and we’ll smoke hashish instead of
tobacco, and we’ll sleep and paint dream-pictures all the rest of our
lives.”
“I suppose you can’t conceive life—even a dream-life—without pictures
to paint in it?”
“Not exactly,” said he. “Can you?”
“I shouldn’t be painting pictures in my dream-life.”
“What would you be doing?”
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