It was from the girl at my side that recognition first came.
“It’s he!” she cried. “It’s he!”
It was he--the wretch who had set us all by the ears; who had fooled
and duped us; who had played upon us, as a last stroke, a trick whose
nature, even yet, I did not understand. I strode into the crowd.
“Let me pass! Make way for me!”
They made way. It was well for them they did; the strength of a dozen
Samsons was that moment in my arms. I planted myself in front of him.
“How is it that you’ve come back--from the gates of hell?”
“Ferguson! It’s you!” He broke into a peal of laughter, which spoke of
pain, not pleasure. “But I’ve not come back! They’re still stoking the
fires!” He threw out his arms as if referring to the jeering mob,
which pressed upon us. “Here are the attendant demons--can’t you see
them?”
I continued standing still, regarding him.
“It is Edwin Lawrence, as I live. Edwin--not Philip.”
“Yes; not Philip--Edwin!” He laughed again. “Would you like to see the
strawberry mark? It’s there.”
“What is this game in which you have been taking a hand?”
“It’s a game of my own invention--and hers!” He made an upward
movement with his hand. “It was from her the inspiration came. She
named the stakes, framed the rules, started the game, watched the
play--and with both eyes she’s watched it ever since. Those eyes of
hers! They never sleep, and never blink or wink, but watch, watch,
watch all the time. They’ve watched me ever since the game began.
They’re watching now! She haunts and hounds me--into the train and out
of it. She’s here now--enjoying the joke. Hark! Can’t you hear her?”
He stopped to listen. I heard nothing out of the common, though it
seemed he did. “That’s her laughter!” He broke into discordant
merriment. “I play the part of Echo. She has me, body, soul, and
spirit; and she thinks it such a jest!”
He spoke as men do in fevers. I could see that there were some about
us who set him down as mad. There were those who jeered, as fools will
at the sight of a man’s anguish, when, in the abandonment of his
shame, he trails his soul in the dust. I had seen persons in his case
before. He was not mad, as yet, but on the border line, where men
fight with demons. He had been drinking, to drive them back; but they
had come the more, threatening, on every hand, to shut him in for
ever. He knew what it was they threatened. It was the anguish of the
knowledge which caused the sweat to stand in beads upon his brow.
The railway officials, I fancy, took it to be a case of incipient
delirium tremens. A person in authority addressed himself to me.
“Are you a friend of this gentleman’s, sir?”
“I know him well.”
“Are you willing to undertake the charge of him? You see he’s not in a
fit state to go about alone.”
“I’ll take charge of him.”
“Then you’ll be so good as to remove him from the station at once.
He’s already given us more than sufficient trouble.”
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