The Gods and Mr. Perrin: A Tragi-ComedyWalpole, Hugh
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The Gods and Mr. Perrin: A Tragi-Comedy
Walpole, Hugh
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“Since yesterday afternoon,” he repeated bitterly. “You must feel as
they all do, about that.”
“I don't know how the others feel,” she answered almost fiercely. “That
is no business of mine. But I understood, I sympathized, a great deal
more than you would believe—and I wanted to tell you so.”
“You couldn't understand—you couldn't sympathize. It doesn't touch you
anywhere. You 're going to-day and you won't come back. Well, don't
think of any of us again. Don't try and help us—it only makes it worse
for us.”
“No, please; that is unkind and untrue. If you would let me I would
understand—and even if I am going away it would be something for both of
us if we knew that we had parted friends, that—”
But suddenly he interrupted her, standing in her path, his face working
most strangely, muttering words that she could not catch. She wondered
what he was going to do, he looked so odd and wild against the breaking
dawn. Then he seemed to turn from her with a gesture that had some
strange greatness in it; he faced the sea, his hands clenched behind his
back and in the still hush of the morning she heard his sobs.
“Oh, please—don't,” and then she stayed in infinite distress waiting for
him to turn. His figure was so desolate, so thin and ragged, in the cold
morning air, and her heart was full of the deepest aching pity.
At last he turned round to her. “Let us go on,” he said roughly; “I
am all in pieces—don't mind me—you shouldn't have spoken to me like
that—it's more than I can stand.” Then after a pause he went on, “You
mustn't talk of our being friends. A man like myself cannot be a friend
of yours.”
“That is for me to say,” she answered gently. “I have been so wrong all
this term. I have only made things worse instead of better and I did so
want to help. It's been awful this term and yesterday afternoon was the
worst of all. Oh! If you only knew how I had agreed with the things you
said!”
“It is n't any use,” he answered. “It's too late.”
“It isn't too late. It's never too late. If you won't let me help you,
why then perhaps you 'll help me.”
“Help you?”
“Yes—if you knew how miserable it will always make me if we part like
this—I shall never cease my regret. Please, tell me a little of what
you've felt, of what you 're going to do. It isn't kind to me to leave
it like this.”
There was a long silence. She had never before realized how young she
was; her inexperience faced her most desperately, so that she felt
bitterly that she could not touch even the fringe of his troubles. Every
word that she uttered seemed an impertinence and yet she knew that if
she went away without speaking she would regret it all her life.
At last he turned round to her; he seemed to have gained absolute
control of himself and his voice was quite steady.
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