Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
Dane sat where she had desired him, but leaning down towards
her, listening and looking very gravely and intently. 'Yes,' he
answered; 'and you studied it.'
'I tried.'The words came rather faintly. 'And that was there the
tangle began.'
'What made the tangle?'
'Becausebecause the lesson and you were all wrapped up
together. And I could never study it withoutstudying you. And
soso it came,'she drew her breath a little, holding her fingers
tight,'that before I _could_ know much about thatI had to decide
something elsedefinitelyfirst.'
Certainly some things are hard to tell!
'Well, you _did_ decide something else definitely,' said Dane, with
most delightful matter-of-fact gravity of manner, not seeming to
recognize her difficulty at all.
'Then the tangle grew worse,' said Hazel. 'I used to think I was
trying to be interested, or trying to understand, or trying to do, just
to please you,or because you would like me better. And
besides'
'Wellit would not have been very wicked if that had been partly
true.'
'No,' said Hazel,'but then the work would not have been real;
and I never could tell. And besides,' she went on again, 'you did
not come, and I did not hear,and it did not suit me to be always
thinking about youand I tried to put the whole thing out of my
head.'
'Did I make a mistake then?' said Rollo. 'But I found I could not
bear very well to meet you on the neutral ground of that year. I
was waiting.'
'Yes. I was not speaking of that,' she said. 'When you take such a
tangle into society, it ties itself into twenty new knots. That is all
that need be said of the summer and spring. Then I came home.'
'And _then_ I made a mistake,' said Rollo. 'You need not tell me
that.'
She sighed a little, answering to another point.
'You could not know that you had started all the old questions
again, and that I thought it was maybe your changed point of
viewthat made it so easy for you to give me up.'
'But why do you recal all this now, Hazel?' asked Dane, very
quietly. 'I never gave you up; it was a fancied somebody that was
not you.'
'It came in the course of my story. I could not pass it. Only for
that,' she said, turning her face towards him for a moment.
'Because then, in some of those days, I thoughtperhapsI had
learned the lesson you set me.'
'And you do not think so now?'
'I am not sure that it was true work,' she answered slowly. 'For in a
storm one flies to shelter,and just then my hands sought
anything that could stand and would not change. But now'
Dane was proverbially scarce a patient man after a certain line was
passed. He left his chair now, stooped and took Hazel's hands and
gently pulled her up from her low cushion; and then took her in his
arms and held her close.
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