Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
Wych Hazel roused herself up as the day came on, and looked
things in the face so long, that her own face got little attention.
However, Phoebeand the force of habitsent her down in the
usual daintiness, at the usual time, to receive Mr. Falkirk, who
after all did not come. But Dingee was on hand, and so Hazel
made believe over her breakfast, quite successfully, and carried on
her mental fight of questions the while with no success at all. So
on through the day, until dinner time brought Mr. Falkirk; so on,
with a semi-consciousness, through all the evening's talk; and
when at length Wych Hazel went to her room again, it was with all
the trouble of last night, and a day's worry additional. She knew
what she wanted,she did not seem to know how to get it. Those
shining words lay up so high, above her reach: a mountain head
lifting itself out of the fogs of the valley wherein she dwelt. As for
the first verse of her psalm, it might as well have been a
description of Gabriel, for any use to her,so she thought,
shrinking back from the words. Then for the second verse,yes,
there was human weakness thereor had been. Some time a
refuge had been needed: but so long ago, that the years of calm
security had wiped out even the thought of defencelessness. That
was like Dane: she did not believe it ever occurred to him that he
wanted anything, or could. What was he doing now to-night, in the
darkness?Hazel rose and went to the window. What work it
must be, going round among the shadows of the Hollow, without a
moon!but then he would be in the houses,darker still! She
knew; she had sat there through one evening.She stood still at
the window, going over half mechanically to herself the next
verses. "Surely,"yes, it was all 'surely,' for him! was there
nothing for her? She was not in all the psalm, Hazel thought.
Unlessyes, that might fit well enough: she might stand for "the
wicked" in the eighth verse. For studying the shining words that
went before, there had come to her a feeling of soil, a sense of
degradation, all new, and utterly painful.
'No use to consider that now,' she said, knotting her hands together
as she went back to her seat. 'I want help. And I begin to think how
much I want it, I shall lose my wits.'Was there nothing for her?
Again the promises ran on as before, with new images, fresh
wording. There were angels enough keeping watch over Morton
Hollow to-night!was there no spare one to come to
Chickaree?Hazel put her head down and sobbed like a child in
her loneliness and desolation.
Next day she tried another plan, and began at the end of her psalm,
passing over the promise of long life as not just now of much
interest. And honour,she did not want that; nor deliverance,
where no devil was at hand. But this!
"I will be with him"
"I will answer him"
Was it for her?To whom was it said?
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