Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
'Go with me to New York, Wych! Then we can make it all right.'
Her face grew suddenly grave with a frightened look, as if she had
stepped into a net, or caught herself in a trap.
'We were not talking of that,' she said hurriedly,'and there is no
need to talk of that. And you promised.'
'There is no need to talk about it, if it is ever to be done,' said Dane
smiling. 'If you will think about itwhich I believe you never do,
you will perceive that unless we are to be separated all our lives,
we must some time or other be married. And the best way with
anything you are afraid of, is to do it, and have it over!'
He had smiled, and his accent was very winning; but he grew
grave again, and stood with folded arms looking at Wych Hazel.
Even then he would not use persuasions; he would not have her
against her will; but he watched her anxiously. If she refused him
now, it might be long before he brought up the subject again. He
would not tell her that, either; he left her free; and waited to see
how the delicate balances of her mind would turn. But he sighed a
little as she hesitated, and then smiled again as he spoke; a smile
very frank and sweet.
'Be brave, Hazel! If you are ever going to trust me, you may as
well do it at once.'
Hazel turned away and sat down on her foot-cushion, and buried
her face in her hands. Was she ever to be done with fights and
perplexities? was she ever to be quietly happy, like other people?
Last night she had been sober for very joy, at first; and now after
all those long, bitter two months, there was no sweet sunshine to
follow. For being married did not look at all sweet to Hazel: it was
true, she had hardly thought of it at all. Well, she could do as she
pleased. Yes,but she knew, without seeing, the disappointment
to somebody else. That she did not quite understand it, did not hide
the fact. And can a woman who loves, ever really prefer her own
pleasure? She looked up with even a pale face, and the wet
eyelashes that so few people had ever seen.
'You do not remember'she said. 'You do not seem to
understand!'
'You are the shyest bird that ever flew without wings!' said Dane
drawing another low seat to her side. 'I understand wet eyes too
well. I remember only that I have been waiting a year and half for
you. But if I wait all my life, Hazel, I will not have you at such
cost as that. If your heart is not as mine,that it would be our
happiness to be together,I will go back to my work and wait
another six months.'
He spoke gently and gravely, and stooped as he spoke to kiss the
wet eyes.
'Statements'said the girl, in an impatient tone which yet faltered
and broke before it got through.
'You shall make the statements,' said Dane, getting her hand in his,
and holding it with that gentle, firm clasp which, in some hands,
expresses so much; soothing and steadying and sympathizing, and
claiming too; all at once. 'What is the matter, my little Wych?'
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