Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
'But that is simply!' Hazel suddenly checked her rapid words,
and brought her face back over the notebook again; bending down
to hide the crimson which yet could not be hid.
'What is "simply"?' said Dane, touching his own face to the
crimson. But Hazel did not speak.
'I must go, Hazel,' said he now looking at his watch. 'I have not
another minute. I will send Byrom to you for orders.' And with a
very gentle kiss to the bowed cheek as he spoke, he went off. And
Hazel sat still where he left her, and thought,with her face in her
hands now. Thoughts, and feelings too, were in a whirl. In the first
place,no, there was no possible telling what came first. But was
he going to direct every little thing of her life? Well, she had given
him leave last winter, in her mind. That is, if he _would_ do it. But
would he really? Somehow she had fancied he would not. She had
fancied thatsomehowhe would find out that she had a little
sense, and trust to it. She felt so disappointed, and caged, and
disturbed.And then she had withstood him!a thing he never
pretended to bear. Maybe he had gone off disappointed, too. And
one of her old saucy speeches had been on the tip of her tongue!
and next time, as like as not, it would slip out, and what should she
do then? What should she do now?go out as she was bid, like a
good child? Hazel almost laughed at herself for the bound her
mind gave, straight back from this idea,which after all was the
only one to act out. For the old sweetness of temper had taken to
itself no edge, and the old dignity which had so often found its
safety in submission did not fail her now. Nevertheless, Wych
Hazel rose up and stood before the fire, knotting her fingers into
various complications. Yes, it was her duty to go. But when
Byrom knocked at the door, Hazel sprang away to the next room
and sent her orders by Phoebe. Then, after the old comical fashion,
she worked out her waywardness in every possible _proper_ way that
she could. She put on one of her wonderful toilettes, and then went
slowly down the broad stairs (thinking fast!)and flashed out
upon Byrom like a young empress in her robes. And a sinecure he
had of it for the next few hours. To stand at the carriage door and
receive the most laconic of orders; to see her pass from carriage to
store and from store to carriage, erect and tall and stately, and with
no more apparent notice of the icy sidewalks than if they had been
strewn with cotton wool. If he followed close to pick her up, Wych
Hazel took no notice and gave him no chance. In like manner she
did her work with an executive force and gravity which made the
clerks into quicksilver and drove one or two old admirers whom
she met nearly frantic. They hailed her by her old name; and Hazel
got rid of them she hardly knew how, except that it was in a blaze
of discomfort for herself. And after that she kept furtive watch;
quitting counters and stores, and rushing upor downin
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