'I begin to see light,' said Miss Wendover, who had been thinking all
this time. 'It's your father's doing. He thinks you are not making a
profitable use of your education and talents. He has ordered you to go
where you will get a larger salary. But don't let his needs separate us,
my dear. I love you better than a few pounds a quarter. I will give you
seventy, or even eighty pounds a year, if that will satisfy Captain
Palliser.'
'No, no, dear Aunt Betsy. Thank God, my father is not that kind of man.
He knows how happy I have been, he is grateful to you for all your
goodness to me, and more than content that I should be happy without
being a burden to him.'
'Then _why_ do you want to leave me?' asked Miss Wendover, with her hands
on the girl's shoulders, her eyes reading the white agonised face looking
up at her in the thickening twilight. There was just light enough for her
to see the look of intense pain in that pallid countenance.
'_Why_ do you want to go away?' she repeated. 'What kind of reason can
that be which you fear to tell me? It must be an unworthy reason; and yet
I cannot believe that you could have such a reason. Is it on account of
my nephew Brian? Have you found out what I have suspected for a long
time? Have you discovered that he is in love with you, and do you fancy
yourself an ineligible match for him, because he is rich and you are
poor, and do you think that you ought to run away in order to give him a
chance of doing better for himself? If you have any such high-flown idea,
abandon it. The Wendovers are not a mercenary tribe. We shall welcome
Brian's bride, whoever she be, for her own sake, and not for her dowry.'
'It is no such reason. I _cannot_ tell you. You must forgive me, and let
me go.'
'Then I forgive you, and you can go,' replied Miss Wendover, coldly. 'I
am deeply disappointed in you. If you cared for me as you say you do, you
would trust me. Love without faith is an impossibility. However, I don't
want to distress you. If you are to leave me I will make your departure
as pleasant as I can. When do you want to go?'
'Immediately. As soon as you can spare me.'
'I cannot spare you at all; a few weeks or days more or less will make no
difference to me. Do you want to go among strangers, to be a governess?
or do you wish to go back to your people?'
'I want to earn my own living. The harder I have to work the better I
shall like it. I would not mind even going into a school, though my
experience of Mauleverer is hateful.'
'You shall not go into a school. I will send an advertisement to the
_Times_.'
'Would it not be better for me to go to Winchester and apply at some
agency for servants and governesses? When I advertised in the _Times_
there was not a single answer.'
'You may have better luck this time,' replied Miss Wendover, in a
business-like tone. She was too proud to show any further indications of
sorrow, or even to reveal how deeply she was wounded. 'I will do what I
can to help you, though--'
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