While Ida Palliser was thus planning her escape from that earthly
paradise where she was dangerously happy, Brian Wendover was thinking of
her and dreaming of her, and building the whole fabric of his life on a
happy future to be shared with her, cherishing the sweet certainty that
she loved him, and that he had only to say the word which was to unite
them for ever. He had been in no haste to say that fateful word; life was
so sweet to him in its present stage--he was so confident of the future.
He had closely and carefully studied the character of the woman he loved,
in the beginning of their acquaintance, before his judgment had lost its
balance, before affection had got the better of the critical faculty. He
had been in somewise impressed by what Urania had told him about Ida. The
slanderer's malice was obvious; but the slander might have some element
of truth. He watched Ida narrowly during the first month of their
acquaintance, expecting to find the serpent-trail somewhere; but no trace
of the evil one had appeared. She was frank, straightforward, intelligent
to a high degree, and with that eager thirst for knowledge which is
generally accompanied by a profound humility. He could see in her no base
worship of wealth for its own sake, no craving for splendour or
fashionable pleasures. She found delight in all the simplest things, in
rustic scenery, in hill and down and wood, in dogs and horses, and birds
and flowers, music and books. A girl who could be happy in such a life as
Ida Palliser lived at Kingthorpe must be in a manner independent of
fortune; her pleasures were not those that cost money.
'If she is the kind of girl Miss Rylance describes her she will set her
cap at me,' he thought. 'If she wants to be mistress of Wendover Abbey,
one mistake and one failure will not daunt her.'
But there was no such setting of caps. For a long time Ida treated Mr.
Wendover of the Abbey with the perfect frankness of friendship. Then, as
his love grew, showing itself by every delicate and unobtrusive token,
there came a change, and a subtle one, in her conduct; and the lover told
himself with triumphant heart that he was beloved. Her sweet shyness, her
careful avoidance of every possible _tête-à-tête,_ her evident
embarrassment on those rare occasions when she found herself alone with
him--surely these things meant love, and love only! There could be no
other meaning. He was no coxcomb, ready to believe every woman in love
with him. He had gone through the world very quietly, admiring many
women, but never till now having found one who seemed to him worth the
infinite anxieties, and fevers, and agues of love. And now he had found
that pearl above price, the one woman predestinate to be adored by him.
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