He had been willing to pardon her for her first rejection of him; telling
himself that he had spoken too soon; that he had scared her by his unwise
suddenness; that she was wild and wilful, and wanted more gentling before
she was brought to the lure. But after a prolonged period of gentle
treatment, after such courtesies and flatteries as Dr. Rylance had never
before lavished upon anybody under a countess, it galled him to find Ida
Palliser growing always colder and more distant, and obviously anxious to
avoid his distinguished company. Then came the appearance of Brian
Wendover on the scene, and Dr. Rylance was keen enough to see that Mr.
Wendover of the Abbey had acquired more influence over Miss Palliser in a
week than he had been able to obtain in nearly a year's acquaintance. And
then Dr. Rylance decided that this girl was incorrigible: she was beyond
the pale: she was a kind of monster, a being of imperfect development, a
blunder of nature--like the sloth and his fellow tardigrades: a
psychological mystery: inasmuch as she did not care for him.
So having made up his mind to have done with her, Dr. Rylance found that
the end of love is the beginning of hate.
It happened, rather by lack of arrangement than by any special design,
that Brian sat next to Ida. Dr. Rylance had taken Mrs. Wendover in to
dinner, but Brian was on his aunt's left hand, and Ida was on Brian's
left. He talked to her all dinner time, leaving his aunt, who loved to
get hold of a medical man, to expatiate to her heart's content on all the
small ailings and accidents which had affected her children during the
last six months, down to that plague of warts which had lately afflicted
Reginald, and which she would be glad to get charmed away by an old man
in the village, who was a renowned wart-charmer, if Dr. Rylance did not
think the warts might strike inward.
'Our own medical man is a dear good creature, but so very
matter-of-fact,' Mrs. Wendover explained; 'I don't like to ask him these
scientific questions.'
Brian and Ida talked to each other all through the dinner, and, although
their conversation was of indifferent things, they talked as lovers
talk--all unconsciously on Ida's part, who knew not how deeply she was
sinning. It was to be in all probability their last meeting. She let
herself be happy in spite of fate. What could it matter? In a few days
she would have left Kingthorpe for ever--never to see him again. For
ever, and never, are very real words to the heart of youth, which has no
faith in time and mutability.
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