'But I do not either love you--or trust you,' she said, lifting up her
head, and looking at him with kindling eyes and burning cheeks--ashamed
for him and for herself. 'I thought once that I could love you. I know
now that I never can; and what is still worse that I never can trust you.
No, Brian, never. You told me a lie to-day.'
'How dare you say that?'
'I dare say what I know to be the truth--the bitter, shameful truth. You
lied to me to-day in the railway-carriage, when you told me that you did
not know of my cousins' death last night--that you did not know of the
change in my father's position.'
'You are a nice young lady to accuse your husband of lying,' he answered,
scowling at her. 'I tell you I saw no evening papers: I left London at
half-past five o'clock. But even if I had known, what does that matter?
It makes no difference to my right over your life. You are my wife and
you belong to me. I was fool enough to let you go last October: you were
in such a fury that you took me off my guard; I had no time to assert my
rights: and then _vogue la galère_ has always been my motto. But the time
came when I felt that I had been an ass to allow myself to be so treated;
and I made up my mind to claim you, and to stand no denial of my rights.
This determination was some time ripening in my mind; and then came
Bessie's birthday, the anniversary of our first meeting, the birthday of
my love, and I said to myself that I would claim you on that day, and no
other.'
'And that day and no other made my father a rich man. Poor Vernon! poor
Peter! so brave, so frank, so true! to think that _you_ should profit by
their death!' this she said with ineffable contempt, looking at him from
head to foot, as if he were a creature of inferior mould. 'But perhaps
you mistook the case. I am not an heiress, remember, even now. I have a
little brother who will inherit everything.'
'I have not forgotten your brother. I don't want you to be an heiress. I
want you--and your love.'
'That you never will have,' she cried passionately; and then she fell on
her knees at his feet--she to whom he had knelt on their wedding-day--and
lifted her clasped hands with piteous entreaty, 'Brian Walford, be
merciful to me. I do not love you, I never loved you, can never love you.
In an evil hour I took the fatal step which gives you power over me. But,
for God's sake, be generous, and forbear to use that power. No good can
ever come of our union--no good, but unspeakable evil; nothing but misery
for me--nothing but bitterness for you. We shall quarrel--we shall hate
each other.'
'I'll risk that,' he said; 'you are mine, and nothing shall make me give
you up.'
'Nothing?' she cried, rising suddenly, and flaming out at him like a
sibyl--'nothing? Not even the knowledge that I love another man?'
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