Canada -- History -- To 1763 (New France) -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“All New France will honor you as the Châtelaine de Repentigny! There
will be none higher, as there will be none fairer, than my bride!” Poor
Le Gardeur! He had a dim suspicion that Angélique was looking to France
as a fitting theatre for her beauty and talents.
She still sat mute, and grew paler every moment. Words formed themselves
upon her lips, but she feared to say them, so terrible was the
earnestness of this man's love, and no less vivid the consciousness of
her own. Her face assumed the hardness of marble, pale as Parian and as
rigid; a trembling of her white lips showed the strife going on within
her; she covered her eyes with her hand, that he might not see the tears
she felt quivering under the full lids, but she remained mute.
“Angélique!” exclaimed he, divining her unexpressed refusal; “why do you
turn away from me? You surely do not reject me? But I am mad to think
it! Speak, darling! one word, one sign, one look from those dear eyes,
in consent to be the wife of Le Gardeur, will bring life's happiness to
us both!” He took her hand, and drew it gently from her eyes and kissed
it, but she still averted her gaze from him; she could not look at him,
but the words dropped slowly and feebly from her lips in response to his
appeal:
“I love you, Le Gardeur, but I will not marry you!” said she. She could
not utter more, but her hand grasped his with a fierce pressure, as if
wanting to hold him fast in the very moment of refusal.
He started back, as if touched by fire. “You love me, but will not
marry me! Angélique, what mystery is this? But you are only trying me!
A thousand thanks for your love; the other is but a jest,--a good jest,
which I will laugh at!” And Le Gardeur tried to laugh, but it was a sad
failure, for he saw she did not join in his effort at merriment, but
looked pale and trembling, as if ready to faint.
She laid her hands upon his heavily and sadly. He felt her refusal in
the very touch. It was like cold lead. “Do not laugh, Le Gardeur, I
cannot laugh over it; this is no jest, but mortal earnest! What I say I
mean! I love you, Le Gardeur, but I will not marry you!”
She drew her hands away, as if to mark the emphasis she could not speak.
He felt it like the drawing of his heartstrings.
She turned her eyes full upon him now, as if to look whether love of
her was extinguished in him by her refusal. “I love you, Le Gardeur--you
know I do! But I will not--I cannot--marry you now!” repeated she.
“Now!” he caught at the straw like a drowning swimmer in a whirlpool.
“Now? I said not now but when you please, Angélique! You are worth a
man's waiting his life for!”
“No, Le Gardeur!” she replied, “I am not worth your waiting for; it
cannot be, as I once hoped it might be; but love you I do and ever
shall!” and the false, fair woman kissed him fatuously. “I love you, Le
Gardeur, but I will not marry you!”
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