Canada -- History -- To 1763 (New France) -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Angélique scarcely noticed her brother, except to bid him good-night
when she left him in the vestibule of the mansion. Gathering her gay
robes in her jewelled hand, she darted up the broad stairs to her
own apartment, the same in which she had received Le Gardeur on that
memorable night in which she crossed the Rubicon of her fate.
There was a fixedness in her look and a recklessness in her step that
showed anger and determination. It struck Lizette with a sort of awe, so
that, for once, she did not dare to accost her young mistress with her
usual freedom. The maid opened the door and closed it again without
offering a word, waiting in the anteroom until a summons should come
from her mistress.
Lizette observed that she had thrown herself into a fauteuil, after
hastily casting off her mantle, which lay at her feet. Her long hair
hung loose over her shoulders as it parted from all its combs and
fastenings. She held her hands clasped hard across her forehead, and
stared with fixed eyes upon the fire which burned low on the hearth,
flickering in the depths of the antique fireplace, and occasionally
sending a flash through the room which lit up the pictures on the wall,
seeming to give them life and movement, as if they, too, would gladly
have tempted Angélique to better thoughts. But she noticed them not, and
would not at that moment have endured to look at them.
Angélique had forbidden the lamps to be lighted: it suited her mood to
sit in the half-obscure room, and in truth her thoughts were hard and
cruel, fit only to be brooded over in darkness and alone. She clenched
her hands, and raising them above her head, muttered an oath between her
teeth, exclaiming,--
“Par Dieu! It must be done! It must be done!” She stopped suddenly when
she had said that. “What must be done?” asked she sharply of herself,
and laughed a mocking laugh. “He gave me her life! He did not mean it!
No! The Intendant was treating me like a petted child. He offered me her
life while he refused me a lettre de cachet! The gift was only upon his
false lips, not in his heart! But Bigot shall keep that promise in spite
of himself. There is no other way,--none!”
This was a new world Angélique suddenly found herself in. A world of
guilty thoughts and unresisted temptations, a chaotic world where black,
unscalable rocks, like a circle of the Inferno, hemmed her in on every
side, while devils whispered in her ears the words which gave shape
and substance to her secret wishes for the death of her “rival,” as she
regarded the poor sick girl at Beaumanoir.
How was she to accomplish it? To one unpractised in actual deeds of
wickedness, it was a question not easy to be answered, and a thousand
frightful forms of evil, stalking shapes of death came and went before
her imagination, and she clutched first at one, then at another of
the dire suggestions that came in crowds that overwhelmed her power of
choice.
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