The priest walked swiftly through the wintry streets, welcoming as a
sort of penance the biting frost which burned his face and penetrated
his garments. He little heeded the passers in the streets, those who
hurried or those who loitered, only, if he met or passed a woman or
a group of girls, he instinctively drew himself away and walked more
rapidly. He strode on uncompromisingly, and his clean-shaved face was
set in rigid lines. Those who saw him pass would have said that there
went an ascetic bent on judgment. Many who did know him, and who
ordinarily would have saluted him, sure of a friendly greeting, were
repelled by his stern face and determined air, and made no sign. The
father had something on his mind.
As he turned into Rivington Street there approached him from the
opposite direction a girl, walking slowly and undecidedly. When he came
near her she looked up, with an appealing recognition. In a flash of
the quick passing he thought he knew her--a girl who had attended his
mission and whom he had not seen for several months-but he made no sign
and passed on.
“Father Damon!”
He turned about short at the sound of the weak, pleading voice, but with
no relaxation of his severe, introverted mood. “Well?”
It was the girl he remembered. She wore a dress of silk that had once
been fine, and over it an ample cloak that had quite lost its freshness,
and a hat still gay with cheap flowers. Her face, which had a sweet and
almost innocent expression, was drawn and anxious. The eyes were those
of a troubled and hunted animal.
“I thought,” she said, hesitatingly, “you didn't know me.”
“Yes, I know you. Why haven't you been at the mission lately?”
“I couldn't come. I--”
“I'm afraid you have fallen into bad ways.”
She did not answer immediately. She looked away, and, still avoiding
his gaze, said, timidly: “I thought I would tell you, Father Damon, that
I'm--that I'm in trouble. I don't know what to do.”
“Have you repented of your sin?” asked he, with a little softening of
his tone. “Did you want to come to me for help?”
“He's deserted me,” said the girl, looking down, absorbed in her own
misery, and not heeding his question.
“Ah, so that is what you are sorry for?” The severe, reproving tone had
come back to his voice.
“And they don't want me in the shop any more.”
The priest hesitated. Was he always to preach against sin, to strive to
extirpate it, and yet always to make it easy for the sinner? This girl
must realize her guilt before he could do her any good. “Are you sorry
for what you have done?”
“Yes, I'm sorry,” she replied. Wasn't to be in deep trouble to be sorry?
And then she looked up, and continued with the thought in her mind, “I
didn't know who else to go to.”
“Well, my child, if you are sorry, and want to lead a different life,
come to me at the mission and I will try to help you.”
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