He intended to hasten from the house. He wanted to be alone. His trouble
seemed to him greater than that of the suffering girl. What had he done?
What was he in thought better than she? Was this intruding human element
always to cross the purpose of his spiritual life?
As he was passing through the wide hallway the door of the
reception-room was open, and he saw Dr. Leigh seated at the table, with
a piece of work in her hands. She looked up, and stopped him with an
unspoken inquiry in her face. It was only civil to pause a moment and
tell her about the patient, and as he stepped within the room she rose.
“You should rest a moment, Father Damon. I know what these scenes are.”
Yielding weakly, as he knew, he took the offered chair. But he raised
his hand in refusal of the glass of wine which she had ready for him on
the table, and offered before he could speak.
“But you must,” she said, with a smile. “It is the doctor's
prescription.”
She did not look like a doctor. She had laid aside the dusty
walking-dress, the business-jacket, the ugly little hat of felt, the
battered reticule. In her simple house costume she was the woman,
homelike, sympathetic, gentle, with the everlasting appeal of the strong
feminine nature. It was not a temptress who stood before him, but a
helpful woman, in whose kind eyes-how beautiful they were in this moment
of sympathy--there was trust--and rest--and peace.
“So,” she said, when he had taken the much-needed draught; “in the
hospital you must obey the rules, one of which is to let no one sink in
exhaustion.”
She had taken her seat now, and resumed her work. Father Damon was
looking at her, seeing the woman, perhaps, as he never had seen her
before, a certain charm in her quiet figure and modest self-possession,
while the thought of her life, of her labors, as he had seen her now for
months and months of entire sacrifice of self, surged through his brain
in a whirl of emotion that seemed sweeping him away. But when he spoke
it was of the girl, and as if to himself.
“I was sorry to let her go that day. Friendless, I should have known. I
did know. I should have felt. You--”
“No,” she said, gently, interrupting him; “that was my business. You
should not accuse yourself. It was a physician's business.”
“Yes, a physician--the great Physician. The Master never let the sin
hinder his compassion for the sinner.”
To this she could make no reply. Presently she looked up and said: “But
I am sure your visit was a great comfort to the poor girl! She was very
eager to see you.”
“I do not know.”
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