'Not a word; she only bade me go down.' Then Michel walked into the
kitchen as though he were about to fetch the recusant himself. But
he stopped himself, and asked his wife to go up to Marie. Madame
Voss did go up, and after her return there was some whispering
between her and her husband. 'She is upset by the excitement of
your return,' Michel said at last; 'and we must give her a little
grace. Come, we will eat our dinner.'
In the mean time Marie was sitting on her bed up-stairs in a most
unhappy plight. She really loved her uncle, and almost feared him.
She did fear him with that sort of fear which is produced by
reverence and habits of obedience, but which, when softened by
affection, hardly makes itself known as fear, except on troublous
occasions. And she was oppressed by the remembrance of all that was
due from her to him and to her aunt, feeling, as it was natural that
she should do, in compliance with the manners and habits of her
people, that she owed a duty of obedience in this matter of
marriage. Though she had been able to hold her own against the
priest, and had been quite firm in opposition to her aunt,--who was
in truth a woman much less strong by nature than herself,--she
dreaded a farther dispute with her uncle. She could not bear to
think that he should be enabled to accuse her with justice of
ingratitude. It had been her great pleasure to be true to him, and
he had answered her truth by a perfect confidence which had given a
charm to her life. Now this would all be over, and she would be
driven again to beg him to send her away, that she might become a
household drudge elsewhere. And now that this very moment of her
agony had come, and that this man to whom she had given a promise
was there to claim her, how was she to go down and say what she had
to say, before all the world? It was perfectly clear to her that in
accordance with her reception of Urmand at the first moment of their
meeting, so must be her continued conduct towards him, till he
should leave her, or else take her away with him. She could not
smile on him and shake hands with him, and cut his bread for him and
pour out his wine, after such a letter as she had written to him,
without signifying thereby that the letter was to go for nothing.
Now, let what might happen, the letter was not to go for nothing.
The letter was to remain a true fact, and a true letter. 'I can't
go down, Aunt Josey; indeed I can't,' she said. 'I am not well, and
I should drop. Pray tell Uncle Michel, with my best love and with
my duty, that I can't go to him now.' And she sat still upon her
bed, not weeping, but clasping her hands, and trying to see her way
out of her misfortune.
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