'Yes; he came,--and he has disturbed everything that I had arranged
so happily. Look here, Marie. I lay my commands upon you as your
uncle and guardian, and I may say also as your best and staunchest
friend, to be true to the solemn engagement which you have made with
this young man. I will not hear any answer from you now, but I
leave you with that command. Urmand has come here at my request,
because I told him that you would be obedient. If you make a fool
of me, and of yourself, and of us all, it will be impossible that I
should forgive you. He will see you this evening, and I will trust
to your good sense to receive him with propriety.' Then Michel Voss
left the room and descended with ponderous steps, indicative of a
heavy heart.
Marie, when she was alone, again seated herself on the bedside. Of
course she must see Adrian Urmand. She was quite aware that she
could not encounter him now with that half-saucy independent air
which had come to her quite naturally before she had accepted him.
She would willingly humble herself in the dust before him, if by so
doing she could induce him to relinquish his suit. But if she could
not do so; if she could not talk over either her uncle or him to be
on what she called her side, then what should she do? Her uncle's
entreaties to her, joined to his too evident sorrow, had upon her an
effect so powerful, that she could hardly overcome it. She had, as
she thought, resolved most positively that nothing should induce her
to marry Adrian Urmand. She had of course been very firm in this
resolution when she wrote her letter. But now--now she was almost
shaken! When she thought only of herself, she would almost task
herself to believe that after all it did not much matter what of
happiness or of unhappiness might befall her. If she allowed
herself to be taken to a new home at Basle she could still work and
eat and drink,--and working, eating, and drinking she could wait
till her unhappiness should be removed. She was sufficiently wise
to understand that as she became a middle-aged woman, with perhaps
children around her, her sorrow would melt into a soft regret which
would be at least endurable. And what did it signify after all how
much one such a being as herself might suffer? The world would go
on in the same way, and her small troubles would be of but little
significance. Work would save her from utter despondence. But when
she thought of George, and the words in which he had expressed the
constancy of his own love, and the shipwreck which would fall upon
him if she were untrue to him,--then again she would become strong
in her determination. Her uncle had threatened her with his lasting
displeasure. He had said that it would be impossible that he should
forgive her. That would be unbearable! Yet, when she thought of
George, she told herself that it must be borne.
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