The reader will perhaps remember that George, when he heard this
first rumour, had at once made up his mind to go over to Granpere,
and that he went. He went to Granpere partly believing, and partly
disbelieving Edmond's story. If it were untrue, perhaps she might
say a word to him that would comfort him and give him new hope. If
it were true, she would have to tell him so; and then he would say a
word to her that should tear her heart, if her heart was to be
reached. But he would never let her know that she had torn his own
to rags! That was the pride of his manliness; and yet he was so
boyish as not to know that it should have been for him to make those
overtures for a renewal of love, which he hoped that Marie would
make to him. He had gone over to Granpere, and the reader will
perhaps again remember what had passed then between him and Marie.
Just as he was leaving her he had asked her whether she was to be
married to this man. He had made no objection to such a marriage.
He had spoken no word of the constancy of his own affection. In his
heart there had been anger against her because she had spoken no
such word to him,--as of course there was also in her heart against
him, very bitter and very hot. If he wished her to be true to him,
why did he not say so? If he had given her up, why did he come
there at all? Why did he ask any questions about her marriage, if
on his own behalf he had no statement to make,--no assurance to
give? What was her marriage, or her refusal to be married, to him?
Was she to tell him that, as he had deserted her, and as she could
not busy herself to overcome her love, therefore she was minded to
wear the willow for ever? 'If my uncle and aunt choose to dispose
of me, I cannot help it,' she had said. Then he had left her, and
she had been sure that for him that early game of love was a game
altogether played out. Now, as he walked along the dark paths of
the town garden, something of the truth came upon him. He made no
excuse for Marie Bromar. She had given him a vow, and should have
been true to her vow, so he said to himself a dozen times. He had
never been false. He had shown no sign of falseness. True of
heart, he had remained away from her only till he might come and
claim her, and bring her to a house that he could call his own.
This also he told himself a dozen times. But, nevertheless, there
was a very agony of remorse, a weight of repentance, in that he had
not striven to make sure of his prize when he had been at Granpere
before the marriage was settled. Had she loved him as she ought to
have loved him, had she loved him as he loved her, there should have
been no question possible to her of marriage with another man. But
still he repented, in that he had lost that which he desired, and
might perhaps have then obtained it for himself.
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