'Not till you tell me that you will forgive me. By the name of the
good Jesus, who knows all our hearts, I thought that you had
forgotten me. O George, if you could know all! If you could know
how I have loved you; how I have sorrowed from day to day because I
was forgotten! How I have struggled to bear it, telling myself that
you were away, with all the world to interest you, and not like me,
a poor girl in a village, with no thing to think of but my lover!
How I have striven to do my duty by my uncle, and have obeyed him,
because,--because,--because, there was nothing left. If you could
know it all! If you could know it all!' Then she clasped her arms
round his legs, and hid her face upon his feet.
'And whom do you love now?' he asked. She continued to sob, but did
not answer him a word. Then he stooped down and raised her to her
feet, and she stood beside him, very near to him with her face
averted. 'And whom do you love now?' he asked again. 'Is it me, or
is it Adrian Urmand?' But she could not answer him, though she had
said enough in her passionate sorrow to make any answer to such a
question unnecessary, as far as knowledge on the subject might be
required. It might suit his views that she should confess the truth
in so many words, but for other purpose her answer had been full
enough. 'This is very sad,' he said, 'sad indeed; but I thought
that you would have been firmer.'
'Do not chide me again, George.'
'No;--it is to no purpose.'
'You said that I was--a curse to you?'
'O Marie, I had hoped,--I had so hoped, that you would have been my
blessing!'
'Say that I am not a curse to you, George!'
But he would make no answer to this appeal, no immediate answer; but
stood silent and stern, while she stood still touching his arm,
waiting in patience for some word at any rate of forgiveness. He
was using all the powers of his mind to see if there might even yet
be any way to escape this great shipwreck. She had not answered his
question. She had not told him in so many words that her heart was
still his, though she had promised her hand to the Basle merchant.
But he could not doubt that it was so. As he stood there silent,
with that dark look upon his brow which he had inherited from his
father, and that angry fire in his eye, his heart was in truth once
more becoming soft and tender towards her. He was beginning to
understand how it had been with her. He had told her, just now,
that he did not believe her, when she assured him that she had
thought that she was forgotten. Now he did believe her. And there
arose in his breast a feeling that it was due to her that he should
explain this change in his mind. 'I suppose you did think it,' he
said suddenly.
'Think what, George?'
'That I was a vain, empty, false-tongued fellow, whose word was
worth no reliance.'
'I thought no evil of you, George,--except that you were changed to
me. When you came, you said nothing to me. Do you not remember?'
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