As soon as he was alone he sat himself down on the bedside, and
began to think of it. Everything was changed to him since he had
called her into the room, determining that he would crush her with
his thunderbolt. Let things go as they may with a man in an affair
of love, let him be as far as possible from the attainment of his
wishes, there will always be consolation to him if he knows that he
is loved. To be preferred to all others, even though that
preference may lead to no fruition, is in itself a thing enjoyable.
He had believed that Marie had forgotten him,--that she had been
captivated either by the effeminate prettiness of his rival, or by
his wealth and standing in the world. He believed all this no more.
He knew now how it was with her and with him, and, let his
countenance say what it might to the contrary, he could bring
himself to forgive her in his heart. She had not forgotten him!
She had not ceased to love him! There was merit in that which went
far with him in excuse of her perfidy.
But what should he do now? She was not as yet married to Adrian
Urmand. Might there not still be hope; hope for her sake as well as
for his own? He perfectly understood that in his country--nay, for
aught he knew to the contrary, in all countries--a formal betrothal
was half a marriage. It was half the ceremony in the eyes of all
those concerned; but yet, in regard to that indissoluble bond which
would indeed have divided Marie from him beyond the reach of any
hope to the contrary, such betrothal was of no effect whatever.
This man whom she did not love was not yet Marie's husband;--need
never become so if Marie could only be sufficiently firm in
resisting the influence of all her friends. No priest could marry
her without her own consent. He--George--he himself would have to
face the enmity of all those with whom he was connected. He was
sure that his father, having been a party to the betrothal, would
never consent to a breach of his promise to Urmand. Madame Voss,
Madame Faragon, the priest, and their Protestant pastor would all be
against them. They would be as it were outcasts from their own
family. But George Voss, sitting there on his bedside, thought that
he could go through it all, if only he could induce Marie Bromar to
bear the brunt of the world's displeasure with him. As he got into
bed he determined that he would begin upon the matter to his father
during the morning's walk. His father would be full of wrath;--but
the wrath would have to be endured sooner or later.
CHAPTER XIII.
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