'I take up my pen in great sorrow and remorse to write you a letter,
and to prevent you from coming over here for me, as you intended, on
this day fortnight. I have promised to be your wife, but it cannot
be. I know that I have behaved very badly, but it would be worse if
I were to go on and deceive you. Before I knew you I had come to be
fond of another man; and I find now, though I have struggled hard to
do what my uncle wishes, that I could not promise to love you and be
your wife. I have not told Uncle Michel yet, but I shall as soon as
this letter is gone.
'I am very, very sorry for the trouble I have given you. I did not
mean to be bad. I hope that you will forget me, and try to forgive
me. No one knows better than I do how bad I have been.
'Your most humble servant,
'With the greatest respect,
'MARIE BROMAR.'
The letter had taken her long to write, and it took her uncle long
to read, before he came to the end of it. He did not get through a
line without sundry interruptions, which all arose from his
determination to contradict at once every assertion which she made.
'You cannot prevent his coming,' he said, 'and it shall not be
prevented.' 'Of course, you have promised to be his wife, and it
must be.' 'Nonsense about deceiving him. He is not deceived at
all.' 'Trash--you are not fond of another man. It is all
nonsense.' 'You must do what your uncle wishes. You must, now! you
must! Of course, you will love him. Why can't you let all that
come as it does with others?' 'Letter gone;--yes indeed, and now I
must go after it.' 'Trouble!--yes! Why could you not tell me
before you sent it? Have I not always been good to you?' 'You have
not been bad; not before. You have been very good. It is this that
is bad.' 'Forget you indeed. Of course he won't. How should he?
Are you not betrothed to him? He'll forgive you fast enough, when
you just say that you did not know what you were about when you were
writing it.' Thus her uncle went on; and as the outburst of his
wrath was, as it were, chopped into little bits by his having to
continue the reading of the letter, the storm did not fall upon
Marie's head so violently as she had expected. 'There's a pretty
kettle of fish you've made!' said he as soon as he had finished
reading the letter. 'Of course, it means nothing.'
'But it must mean something, Uncle Michel.'
'I say it means nothing. Now I'll tell you what I shall do, Marie.
I shall start for Basle directly. I shall get there by twelve
o'clock to-night by going through Colmar, and I shall endeavour to
intercept the letter before Urmand would receive it to-morrow.'
This was a cruel blow to Marie after all her precautions. 'If I
cannot do that, I shall at any rate see him before he gets it. That
is what I shall do; and you must let me tell him, Marie, that you
repent having written the letter.'
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