As the attack from which he expected such good results was not likely to
take place before the middle of the night, Patrice sat down at a
roll-top desk standing against the wall and took out the diary in which
he had begun his detailed record of recent events. He wrote on for half
an hour or forty minutes and was about to close the book when he seemed
to hear a vague rustle, which he would certainly not have noticed if his
nerves had not been stretched to their utmost state of tension. And he
remembered the day when he and Coralie had once before been shot at.
This time, however, the window was not open nor even ajar.
He therefore went on writing without turning his head or doing anything
to suggest that his attention had been aroused; and he set down, almost
unconsciously, the actual phases of his anxiety:
"He is here. He is watching me. I wonder what he means
to do. I doubt if he will smash a pane of glass and
fire a bullet at me. He has tried that method before
and found it uncertain and a failure. No, his plan is
thought out, I expect, in a different and more
intelligent fashion. He is more likely to wait for me
to go to bed, when he can watch me sleeping and effect
his entrance by some means which I can't guess.
"Meanwhile, it's extraordinarily exhilarating to know
that his eyes are upon me. He hates me; and his hatred
is coming nearer and nearer to mine, like one sword
feeling its way towards another before clashing. He is
watching me as a wild animal, lurking in the dark,
watches its prey and selects the spot on which to
fasten its fangs. But no, I am certain that it's he
who is the prey, doomed beforehand to defeat and
destruction. He is preparing his knife or his red-silk
cord. And it's these two hands of mine that will
finish the battle. They are strong and powerful and
are already enjoying their victory. They will be
victorious."
Patrice shut down the desk, lit a cigarette and smoked it quietly, as
his habit was before going to bed. Then he undressed, folded his clothes
carefully over the back of a chair, wound up his watch, got into bed and
switched off the light.
"At last," he said to himself, "I shall know the truth. I shall know who
this man is. Some friend of Essarès', continuing his work? But why this
hatred of Coralie? Is he in love with her, as he is trying to finish me
off too? I shall know . . . I shall soon know. . . ."
An hour passed, however, and another hour, during which nothing happened
on the side of the window. A single creaking came from somewhere beside
the desk. But this no doubt was one of those sounds of creaking
furniture which we often hear in the silence of the night.
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