The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
the little white frock and staggered out into the street. The night was
dark, and the snow was still falling. Christmas bells were beginning to
peal.... I plunged on and on, my heart beating against my ribs. People
stared at me, but I was too distressed to care. How could I go back to
Sophie with the insulting message? Suddenly, at the corner of Hyde Park,
a most appalling realization flashed through my mind. _I had made no
note of the address of the lodgings where Sophie and I were staying!..._
God in heaven! What was I to do? The only man who could help me, my old
friend, Joe Gadgers, had gone to Hastings. What could I do? Could I go
to the police and say, ‘Will you help me to find the address of some
lodgings where an actress is staying? I think it’s somewhere round
about Clapham. I don’t know the name of the landlady, or the name of the
street, or the number?’ They would have thought I was mad. Perhaps I was
mad. Should I go back to Lucy? The child wouldn’t know.... And all this
time Sophie was dying. Ah! merciful God! perhaps she would die. If she
died before I found her, she would die in the happy belief that the frock
had been worn. Her last hours would be blessed with dreams, visions of
purity and joy ... whilst I ... I should have no place in them, perhaps
... but I, too, after all, I’d suffered for her sake. Who knows?... Who
know...?”
His voice broke off in a low sob. I leant forward watching his face,
racked with anguish. The room was extraordinarily still.... I dared not
look at Alice, but I was conscious of the pearly sheen of her frock under
the lamp. Away in the distance one could hear the rumble of the traffic
on the High-road. The remorseless tick of the clock was the only sound in
the room. Once I thought it ticked louder, and then I realized that it
was some one tapping gently at the door. The door opened a little way,
and against the dim light in the passage appeared the gaunt face of the
old serving-woman, phantom-like, unreal....
“Excuse me, sir.” She peered into the room. The old actor gazed at her
with unseeing eyes. He stood with one hand on the back of the chair, and
across the other arm lay the white frock; a dignified and pathetic figure.
“I’m sorry to trouble you, sir.”
“Yes, Mrs. Windsor?”
“My little niece ’as just called. I can’t find it anywhere—that little
frock I made for ’er last week. I put it in the chest. I thought perhaps
you might ’ave.... Oh! there it is, sir. Do you mind—? Thank you very
much, sir. I’m sorry to have disturbed the company.”
In the sanctuary of our bedroom that night, my wife said:
“Did you really believe that that writing on the photograph was by Henry
Irving?”
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