The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“They went out to a music-hall one night together,” she explained, as
though a friendship cemented in this luxurious fashion could hardly be
broken by an unreasonable display of passion.
IV
It was a few weeks later that the terror suddenly crept into Mrs. Ward’s
life. Ernie’s letters ceased abruptly. The fortnight passed, then three
weeks, four weeks, five weeks, and not a word. I don’t think that Mrs.
Ward’s character at any time stood out so vividly as during those weeks
of stress. It is true she appeared a little feebler, and she trembled
in her movements, whilst her eyes seemed abstracted as though all the
power in them were concentrated in her ears, alert for the bell or the
knock. She started visibly at odd moments, and her imagination was always
carrying her tempestuously to the front door only to answer—a milkman or
a casual hawker. But she never expressed her fear in words. When Tom came
home—he seemed to have aged rapidly—he would come bustling out into the
garden, and cry tremblingly:
“There ain’t been no letter to-day, mother?”
And she would say quite placidly:
“No, not to-day, Tom. It’ll come to-morrow, I expect.”
And she would rally him and talk of little things, and get busy with his
supper. And in the garden I would try and talk to her about her clump
of pansies, and the latest yarn about the neighbors, and I tried to get
between her and the rabbit-hutch with its dumb appeal of incompletion.
And I would notice her staring curiously over into the empty garden next
door, as though she were being assailed by some disturbing apprehensions.
Ernie would not hurt that eldest boy ... but suppose ... if things were
reversed ... there was something inexplicable and terrible lurking in
this passive silence.
During this period the old man was suddenly taken very ill. He came home
one night with a high temperature and developed pneumonia. He was laid
up for many weeks, and she kept back the telegram that came while he was
almost unconscious, and she tended him night and day, nursing her own
anguish with a calm face.
For the telegram told her that her Ernie was “missing, believed wounded.”
I do not know at what period she told the father this news, but it was
certainly not till he was convalescent. And the old man seemed to sink
into a kind of apathy. He sat feebly in front of the kitchen fire,
coughing and making no effort to control his grief.
Outside the great trains went rushing by, night and day. Things were
“going on,” but they were all meaningless, cruel.
We made enquiries at the War Office, but they could not amplify the
laconic telegram.
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