Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
There is a beautiful story told of such a young robber in the life of the
blessed Apostle St. John. A young man at Ephesus who had become a
Christian, and of whom St. John was very fond, got into trouble while St.
John was away, and had to flee for his life into the mountains. There he
joined a band of robbers, and was so daring and desperate that they soon
chose him as their captain. St. John came back, and found the poor lad
gone. St. John had stood at the foot of the cross years before, and
heard his Lord pardon the penitent thief; and he knew how to deal with
such wild souls. And what did he do? Give him up for lost? No! He set
off, old as he was, by himself, straight for the mountains, in spite of
the warnings of his friends that he would be murdered, and that this
young man was the most desperate and bloodthirsty of all the robbers. At
last he found the young robber. And what did the robber do? As soon as
he saw St. John coming—before St. John could speak a word to him, he
turned, and ran away for shame; and old St. John followed him, never
saying a harsh word to him, but only crying after him, ‘My son, my son,
come back to your father!’ and at last he found him, where he was hidden,
and held him by his clothes, and embraced him, and pleaded with him so,
that the poor fellow burst into tears, and let St. John lead him away;
and so that blessed St. John went down again to Ephesus in joy and
triumph, bringing his lost lamb with him.
Now, such a man one can well believe this penitent thief to have been. A
man who, however bad he had been, had never lost the feeling that he was
meant for better things; whose conscience had never died out in him. He
may have been such a man. He _must_ have been such a man. For such
faith as he showed on the cross does not grow up in an hour or a day. I
do not mean the feeling that he deserved his punishment (that might come
to a man very suddenly) but the feeling that Christ was the Lord, and the
King of the Jews. He must have bought that by terrible struggles of
mind, by bitter shame and self-reproach. He had heard, I suppose, of
Christ’s miracles and mercy, of his teaching, of his being the friend of
publicans and sinners, had admired the Lord Jesus, and thought him
excellent and noble. But he could not have done that without the Holy
Spirit of God. It was the Holy Spirit striving with his sinful heart,
which convinced him of Christ’s righteousness. But the Holy Spirit would
have convinced him, too, of his own sin. The more he admired our Lord,
the more he must have despised himself for being unlike our Lord; and,
doubt it not, he had passed many bitter hours, perhaps bitter years,
seeing what was right, and yet doing what was wrong from bad habits or
bad company, before he came to his end upon the gallows-tree. And there
while he hung in torture on the cross, the whole truth came to him at
last. God’s Spirit shone truly on him at last, and divided the light
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