Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
In the first place, some people, having learnt that it is right to
confess their sins, try to have as many sins as possible to confess. I
do not mean that they commit the sins, but that they try to fancy they
have committed them. This is very common now, and has been for many
hundred years, especially among young women and lads who are of a weakly
melancholy temper, or who have suffered some great disappointment. They
are fond of accusing themselves; of making little faults into great ones;
of racking their memories to find themselves out in the wrong; of taking
the darkest possible view of themselves, and of what is going to happen
to them. They forget that Solomon, the wise, when he says, ‘Be not
over-much wicked; neither be thou foolish—why shouldst thou die before
thy time?’—says also, ‘Be not righteous over-much; neither make thyself
over-wise. Why shouldst thou destroy thyself?’
For such people do destroy themselves. I have seen them kill their own
bodies, and die early, by this folly. And I have seen them kill their
own souls, too, and enter into strong delusions, till they believe a lie,
and many lies, from which one had hoped that the Bible would have
delivered any and every man.
One cannot be angry with such people. One can only pity them, and pity
them all the more, when one finds them generally the most innocent, the
very persons who have least to confess. One can but pity them, when one
sees them applying to themselves God’s warnings against sins of which
they never even heard the names, and fancying that God speaks to them, as
St. Paul says that he did to the old heathen Romans, when they were
steeped up to the lips in every crime.
No—one can do more than pity them. One can pray for them that they may
learn to know God, and who he is: and by knowing him, may be delivered
out of the hands of cunning and cruel teachers, who make a market of
their melancholy, and hide from them the truth about God, lest the truth
should make them free, while their teachers wish to keep them slaves.
This is one misuse of St. John’s doctrine. There is another and a far
worse misuse of it.
A man may be proud of confessing his sins; may become self-righteous and
conceited, according to the number of the sins which he confesses.
So deceitful is this same human heart of ours, that so it is I have seen
people quite proud of calling themselves miserable sinners. I say, proud
of it. For if they had really felt themselves miserable sinners, they
would have said less about their own feelings. If a man really feels
what sin is—if he feels what a miserable, pitiful, mean thing it is to be
doing wrong when one knows better, to be the slave of one’s own tempers,
passions, appetites—oh, if man or woman ever knew the exceeding
sinfulness of sin, he would hide his own shame in the depths of his
heart, and tell it to God alone, or at most to none on earth save the
holiest, the wisest, the trustiest, the nearest and the dearest.
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