Composers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
“Whew, the Herr Kapellmeister!” he cried, and his pale face, already
showing the signs of dissipation, took on a scornful expression. “Be
careful, my friend, or Gertrude will swoon.”
Daniel asked if they were all well. Benno replied that there was no
lack of good health, though some of the family were a little short of
change. Then he laughed again. He spoke of his father, said the old
gentleman was not getting along very well, that he was having quite a
little trouble to get anything to do, but then what could be expected
with a man of his age, and the competition and the hard times! Daniel
asked if Eleanore was at home. No, she was not at home: she had gone on
a visit with Frau Rübsam over to Pommersfelden, and planned to stay
there for a few weeks. “Well, I’ll have to be hurrying along,” said
Benno, “my fraternity brothers are waiting for me.”
“Good gracious! Do you have fraternity brothers too?”
“Of course! They are the spice of my life! We have a holiday to-day: The
King’s funeral. Well, God bless you, Herr Kapellmeister, I must be
going.”
Daniel went up and rang the bell; Gertrude came to the door. It was
dark; each could see only the outline of the other.
“Oh, it’s you, Daniel!” she whispered, happy as happy could be. She came
up to him, and laid her face on his shoulder.
Daniel was surprised at the regularity of his pulse. Yesterday the mere
thought of this meeting took his breath. Now he held Gertrude in his
arms, and was amazed to find that he was perfectly calm and composed.
In the room he led her over to the lamp, and looked at her for a long
while, fixedly and seriously. She grew pale at the sight of him: he was
so strange and so terrible.
Then he took her by the hand, led her over to the sofa, sat down beside
her, and told her of his plans. Her wishes and his tallied exactly. He
wanted to get married within four weeks. Very well; she would get
married.
He found her the same unqualifiedly submissive girl. In her eyes there
was an expression of fatal docility; it terrified him. There was no
cowardly doubt in her soul; her cool hand lay in his and did not twitch.
With her hand her whole soul, her whole life, lay in his hand. He wanted
to raise some doubt in her mind: he spoke in a down-hearted tone of his
future prospects; he said that there was very little hope of his ever
winning recognition from the world for his compositions.
“What is the good of recognition?” she asked. “They can take nothing
from you, and what they give you is clear gain.”
He became silent. The feeling of her worth to him swept like a fiery
meteor through the heaven of his existence.
The statement that they were going to remain in Nuremberg made her
happy, particularly because of her father. She said there was a small
apartment for rent on Ægydius Place, three rooms, a very quiet
neighbourhood. They went over to the window; Gertrude showed him the
house. It was close to the church, right where the Place makes a turn.
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