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Daniel found everything hard: every day was his Day of Judgment. A
melody was gnawing at his heart, trying to take on a pure and finished
form. Freedom sounded in his ears with voices from above; his quiet
fiancée begged for comradeship. The task to which he had dedicated
himself demanded loneliness; then his blood carried him along and away,
and he became like wax, but wild.
He would rush to Jordan’s house, enter the living room, his hair all
dishevelled, sit down where the two sisters were working on Gertrude’s
trousseau, and never utter a syllable until Gertrude would come up to
him and lay her hand on his forehead. He thrust her back, but she smiled
gently. At times, though none too frequently, he would take her by the
arms and pull her down to him. When he did this, Eleanore would smile
with marked demureness, as if it were not right for her to see two
people in love.
There was a second-hand baby grand piano in Jordan’s living room. Daniel
played on it in the evening, and the sisters listened. Gertrude was like
a woman wrapt in peaceful slumber, her every wish having been fulfilled,
with kindly spirits watching over her. Eleanore, however, was wide
awake; she was awake and meditating.
XV
The day of the wedding arrived. At half past nine in the morning, Daniel
appeared in Jordan’s house. He wore an afternoon suit and a high hat!
He was vexed, and villanous to behold, a picture of misery.
Benno, the man of the world, was forced to leave the room. No sooner was
he outside than he laughed so heartily that he fell into a clothes
basket. He did not approve of this marriage; he was ashamed to tell his
friends about it.
Gertrude wore a plain street dress and a little virgin bonnet, then
prescribed by fashion. She sat by the table, and gazed into space with
wide-opened eyes.
Eleanore came into the room with a wreath of myrtle. “You must put this
on, Gertrude,” she said, “just to please us; just to make us feel that
you are a real bride. Otherwise you look too sober, too much as though
you two were going to the recorder’s office on profane business.”
“Where did you get that wreath?” asked Jordan.
“I found it in an old chest; it is mother’s bridal wreath.”
“Really? Mother’s bridal wreath?” murmured Jordan, as he looked at the
faded myrtle.
“Put it on, Gertrude,” Eleanore again requested, but Gertrude looked
first at Daniel, and then laid it to one side.
Eleanore went up to the mirror, and put it on her own head.
“Don’t do that, child,” said Jordan with a melancholy smile.
“Superstitious people say that you will remain an old maid forever, if
you wear the wreath of another.”
“Then I will remain an old maid, and gladly so,” said Eleanore.
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