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“Can’t you see that you are ruining him?” she cried.
“You want me to be ruined, do you?” asked Eleanore, in surprised dismay.
She had appreciated at once and without difficulty the complete range of
Gertrude’s renunciation.
“What difference does it make about you?” replied Gertrude harshly;
“what are you getting excited about?”
This question made Eleanore’s ideas of order and duty quake and totter.
She looked at her sister with incredulous eyes and in perfect silence.
It was not the happy, gentle Gertrude that had spoken, but the Gertrude
of months ago, the lonely, loveless Gertrude.
What difference does it make about you? Why are you getting excited?
That was equivalent to saying: Make short work of your life, and don’t
draw out the episode in his life any longer than you have to.
Eleanore took courage to carry out the plan she had had in mind for a
long while and in which she placed her last hope.
One evening she went to Daniel and said: “I should like to go with you
to Eschenbach, Daniel, and visit your mother.”
“Why do you wish to do that?” he asked in amazement. He and his mother
did not write to each other: that was due first of all to their natures,
and secondly to the condition in which each was now living. But he knew
that Eleanore received an occasional letter from Eschenbach which she
answered without consulting him. This had never seemed strange to him
until now.
A few days later she repeated her wish; Daniel granted it. They decided
upon the following Sunday for the excursion.
II
A warm, languid October sun shone over the land; the forests presented a
gorgeous array of autumnal foliage; the fields lay stretched in barren
rows; along the hills of Franconia floated clouds that looked like down
driven by the wind.
They had taken the train as far as Triesdorf; from there they went on to
Merckendorf by stage coach. The rest of the distance they walked. Daniel
pointed to a flock of geese that were trotting around on the shore of an
abandoned pond, and said: “That is our national bird; his cackle is our
music. But it doesn’t sound so bad.”
A peasant woman passed by, and made the sign of the cross before the
picture of a saint: “It is strange that everything has suddenly become
Catholic,” said Eleanore.
Daniel nodded, and replied that when his father moved to Eschenbach a
few other Protestant families were living there, all of whom joined in
Protestant worship. Later, he said, most of them emigrated, leaving his
mother as the only Protestant, so far as he knew, in the neighbourhood.
But, Daniel remarked in the course of conversation, his mother had never
had any unpleasant experience on this account, and he himself had
frequently gone to church, primarily of course to hear the organ, though
no one had ever taken offence at this. “There is a totally different
type of people here,” he added, “people who lay greater stress on
externals than we do, and yet are more secretive.”
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