Composers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
She lived on herring, potatoes, and coffee; it was the same diet on
which Philippina and Markus lived, with the one exception that Markus,
as the child nearest her heart, was allowed a piece of sugar for his
coffee. Jason Philip was also put on a diet: he never dared open his
mouth about it, either.
Philippina stood it for a while in silence; finally she said to her
mother: “I can’t stand this chicory brew forever.”
“Then you’ll have to lap up water, you will,” replied Theresa.
“No, I won’t,” said Philippina. “I am going to hire out.”
“Well, hire out. Who cares? It’ll be one mouth less to feed.” “Your
daughter is going to hire out,” said Theresa to her husband, when he
came home that evening.
Jason Philip had been playing cards that day, and had lost. He was in a
terrible humour: “She can go plumb to the Devil so far as I am
concerned.” That was his comment.
The next morning Philippina sneaked up to the attic, and drew out her
cash from the hole in the chimney: it amounted to nine hundred and forty
marks, mostly in gold, which she had exchanged in the course of years
for small coins. Through the opening in the wall the June sun fell upon
her face, which, never young and bearing the stamp of extended crime,
looked like that of a witch.
She put the money in a woollen stocking, rolled it up in a knot, stuffed
it down her corset between her breasts, made the sign of the cross, and
repeated one of her drivelling formulas. Her clothes, ribbons, and other
possessions she had already packed in a basket. This she carried down
the stairs, and, without saying good-bye to a soul, left the house.
Her brother Markus was standing with sprawled legs in the sun before the
store, whistling. He caught sight of her with his one eye, smiled
contemptuously at her, and cried: “Happy journey!”
Philippina turned to him, and said: “You branded lout! You’re going to
have a lousy time of it, mark what I tell you!”
In this frame of mind and body she came to Daniel, and said to him: “I
want to work for you. You don’t need to pay nothing if you ain’t got
it.”
Daniel had been noticing for some time that Eleanore could not stand the
exertion required of her by the extra work.
“Will you mind the baby and sleep with it?” Daniel asked. Philippina
nodded and looked down.
“If you will take care of the child and act right toward it and me, I
shall be awfully grateful to you,” he said, breathing more easily.
Thereupon Philippina threw her hands to her face, and shuddered from
head to foot. She was not exactly crying; there was something much
worse, much more despairing, in what she was doing than in mere crying.
She seemed to be convulsed by some demoniac power; a ghastly dream
seemed to have seized her in a moment of higher consciousness. She
turned around and trotted into the room where the child was playing with
a wooden horse.
She sat down on a foot-stool, and stared at the restless little
creature.
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