"I'm not. We are good friends, in a sense; far better than we have
ever been before. We found we were in accord--after all."
He looked at her in the same helpless fashion Luke had adopted.
"She will divorce you and marry someone else and continue to be a
Gorgeous Girl," Mary finished, quietly. "No terrible fate will
overtake her, nothing occur to rouse or develop her abilities. She
will remain young and apparently childish until she suddenly
reaches the stately dowager age overnight. Gorgeous Girls are like
gypsies--they should either be very young and lissom or old,
crinkled, and vested with powers of fortune-telling--the middle
stage is impossible. I realized this morning that I've been fooling
myself, all the heart in me trying to be 100 per cent efficient,
when I really want to be a Gorgeous Girl--fluffy, helpless--a
blooming little idiot. And I'm glad you have come so I can tell you."
"You don't mean that," he corrected.
"Being incurably honest I am bound to tell tales on myself. Yes, I do
mean it. I'd probably be rushing round for freckle lotion and patent
nose pins, to give me a Greek-boy effect. I'd take to swathing myself
in chiffons and have my hair a different tint each season. I think
every business woman would do the same, too--if she had the chance. We
have to fool ourselves to keep on going down the broad highway; or
else we would be sanitarium devotees, neurasthenic muddles. So we
strike our brave pose and call ourselves superwomen, advanced
feminists, and all the rest of the feeble rubbish until the right man
comes along. Sometimes he never comes--so we keep right ahead, growing
dry as dust at heart and even fooling ourselves. I did. But it took
your wife to show me my smug conceit, my fancy that I was a bulwark of
commerce, so proper, so perfect! She showed me that I was just plain
woman making the best of having been born into the twentieth century!
There is a Gorgeous Girl in all of us, Steve. So I can't advise or
comfort or do any of the things I used to--a bag of tricks we women in
business have adopted to make the heart loneliness the less. Go away
and make good! That is just what she told you--isn't it? You will
never believe in any of us again. And I don't know that you should,
after all. For cave men need Gorgeous Girls."
Steve was laughing down at her. "True--but they need the right
Gorgeous Girl. I'm glad you have finally told the truth; I always
suspected it. You have over-emphasized it somewhat--and the woman I
married was unfairly over-emphasized as well. But in the main, what
you have said is the truth. I assure you I am twice as glad to have an
incentive instead of a lady directress. And I want you to be
helpless--if you can; and fluffy--if you will! Don't you see that you
are the right Gorgeous Girl--and she was the wrong one--and I'm the
culprit? Why, Mary, the worst thing you could do would be to descend
upon me in curl papers under a pink net cap. Even that prospect does
not frighten me!"
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