"If you and the other girls have no more careful a chaperone, one who
will be no more of a restraint than Mrs. Cole, I am afraid the party
will prove a rather uproarious one. And I cannot help thinking that
this is precisely the reason Mrs. Cole has been asked to attend you;
that you might not be under any restraint. I don't for a moment think
any of you girls would deliberately take advantage of your liberty, but
you are full of animal spirits, and when you get in full swing it is a
little hard, perhaps harder than you know, to rein yourselves in. I am
afraid Ruth has not been quite candid with her mother. At all events,
I am sure that if Mrs. Andrews realized the circumstances she would
think twice before letting Ruth go. It is not only that I think Mrs.
Cole will not prove a restraint; I am afraid she will intentionally
lead you on. And if she does, I am afraid your sleigh-ride will be
decidedly unconventional."
"I hope we'll have a splendid time," announced Nan, setting her jaws
with a snap of her teeth.
But the governess went on as if she had neither seen nor heard.
"It is very important, Nan, that you especially should not be
identified with anything of the sort. It might injure you in such a
way that the harm could never be repaired." She paused and Nan
straightened herself with a jerk.
"I'd like to know why it's more important for me than for the other
girls? If their mothers think it's good enough for them I guess it's
good enough for me, and if they can be trusted I guess I can."
Miss Blake hesitated, but only for a moment. Then she went on steadily
and firmly, but without the least suggestion of sternness in her voice
or manner.
"The reason is simply this: You have not had the advantages the other
girls have had. You have had no mother; no careful, loving training
from the first, and--excuse me, dear--your behavior has shown it. How
could it be expected not to do so? People have criticized you, and
their criticisms have been severe, unjust even. Lately you have set
yourself right with most of your neighbors, but it has been hard work,
and it has been only begun. It will still be hard work to keep their
good opinion. If you want to hold a place in their esteem you must
earn it and keep on earning it. The other girls might do with perfect
safety what you could not dream of doing, because in them it would be
looked on merely as a single slip; with you it would be backsliding.
Do you understand me, Nan?"
There was no reply, but the girl's bent head was answer enough. Miss
Blake passed her hand tenderly over the roughened hair, and for a long
time there was silence between them. Nan was thinking, and Miss Blake
was content to let her think.
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