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"I'm glad you've noticed the change in me," said Barbara, with
suspicious humility. "Of course I was a child a year ago; now I'm a
woman, and better company for people of intelligence."
"That's quite true," said Jimmy. "I can talk to you now about things I
should never have thought of mentioning to you last year. I can tell
you, Barbara, that this marriage of B's has made me see a good many
things in a different light. When you see a girl like that--bright and
taking and pretty--pledging herself to a man for life--and doing it
before an old Bishop of course makes it all the more jolly--it makes you
think that a lot of the business that's talked about love--well, the
Johnnies who talk about it don't know as much as they think. That's how
it struck me in the church just now, 'specially when the old bird
spouted that bit about for richer and poorer, and in sickness and in
health and all that. I don't know whether you felt something of the
same. I expect you did. You've got a heart; I know that, though
everybody might not twig it."
"Thank you, Jimmy," said Barbara. "Yes, I felt much the same as you say
you did. It made me think that there was no sense in wasting yourself
over a lot of idle fancies. Much better wait till exactly the right man
comes along, and give him everything."
"H'm! Well!" said Jimmy, evidently somewhat at a loss. "But _you_
haven't had much time for idle fancies."
"Oh, I don't know," said Barbara. "I wouldn't tell it to everybody, but
I know it's safe with you. You understand these things. I-- No, I can't
after all. Please forget what I said, Jimmy. There is nobody; nobody at
all; and if there were, you're the last person I should confess it to."
"My dear child," said Jimmy, "you've said what you have said, and I'm
very glad you've said it to me. There's nothing to be ashamed of. I
suppose what you mean is that you've taken a fancy to some fellow and
don't like to acknowledge it because you think it mayn't be returned."
"Oh, I know it isn't," said Barbara.
"Well, I shouldn't be so sure of that if I were you," said Jimmy.
"You're young, and you don't know men. You see _them_ taking fancies to
people, but perhaps after all there isn't much in it. This fellow may be
thinking a great deal about you all the time; perhaps not liking to show
it himself because you haven't given him any encouragement."
"Oh, no. I know he can't possibly care for me at all. Besides, it's all
over now. I _was_ rather weak, but I'm not any more."
"If this chap let you see that he was thinking about you, and was very
glad to know that you were thinking about him in that way, I suppose it
wouldn't be over, would it?"
"I think so, but I couldn't be certain till I got back."
"Got back! What do you mean? Got back where?"
"Why, to Paris. You see, I've had six weeks to get over it."
Jimmy stopped and looked at her sternly. "Do you mean to say, Barbara,
that you've fallen in love with some ass of a fellow in Paris?" he
asked.
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