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When Grafton left Maurice's room he went to the Long Gallery, where
Caroline was sitting with Miss Waterhouse. When Caroline went away he
stayed there. Miss Waterhouse had not yet expressed herself to him.
"Well, Dragon, what do you think of it all?" he asked her.
"I think you have been very wise, and very kind," she said.
"It had to be--eh?"
"Yes, I think it had to be, under the circumstances."
"What do you mean by the circumstances?"
"When two young people are brought together in the way they have been, I
think love is likely to come of it."
Her answer made him vaguely uneasy. "That's what the world will say," he
said. "If it were only that, it wouldn't be very satisfactory, would it?
Don't you see a deeper suitability in it than there is on the surface?
It's what I have to look for, to make it bearable."
"I think there is what you call a deeper suitability. I think Caroline
will be happy in her marriage, when the time comes for it."
"You're not very enthusiastic, Dragon. Is _she_ satisfied with your view
of it?"
"I was the only person who knew anything until you came home. I
sympathised with her. I saw how deep her love was. But I couldn't be
enthusiastic until I knew how you would take it. I couldn't have said
that you would have been wrong in asking at least for a term of
probation, as you did in Beatrix's case."
"But I didn't ask for it--because I trusted Caroline to have faced all
the objections she would know I should feel, and just exactly _not_ to
have allowed herself to fall in love owing to what you call the
circumstances. She would know what she wanted, I said to myself. And she
wouldn't change, whatever I did or said. It wouldn't have come to an end
of itself, as Beatrix's affair did. I hope you're not going to say that
my reasoning was wrong. It hasn't been very easy to sink all my own
ideas--of fitness--of what one would expect in marriage for a girl like
Caroline."
"I think you've been entirely right; more right than if you'd stood out,
or even questioned it. It would have made no difference, and you'd have
had to give way in the end. Nothing you could have done or said would
have so added to dear Caroline's happiness as what you have said and
done. She was dreading more than anything a separation in spirit from
you. I know that, though she said little about it. Now that fear is
removed she is blissfully happy. Nothing that anybody else says will
matter to her at all."
"And yet you don't seem to think I reached my conclusions in the right
way."
"What I think is that she couldn't have reasoned it out in the way you
thought she had. A woman doesn't reason like that--or at least she
doesn't. It was just her heart that guided her."
"But she did reason. She told me that if he hadn't been what she has
found out for herself that he is, and she'd been inclined to fall in
love with him--just in the way you say she has, with gratitude, and
pity, working in her--I suppose that's what you mean--she'd have
resisted it."
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