Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
It must be confessed, however, that her wedding was not the bright
success that Beatrix's had been. It was, at the outset, one of those
social functions which were to be dropped out of Caroline's life
altogether. Maurice was not calculated to shine in them, in any
capacity, least of all as a leading figure. He was as well dressed as he
ever could be--Worthing had seen to that--but he did not look at ease in
his wedding garments, and his almost bucolic air was heightened rather
than diminished by them. Also he looked extraordinarily young; and a man
who depends on the virile force within him, and lacks most of the graces
of youth, does not show to any advantage until the years have passed
over his head. The contrast between him and Caroline, in the full
flower of her young grace and beauty, was so marked as scarcely to
escape the notice of the most sympathetic, and there were many there who
were far from being sympathetic with a marriage which in their view was
nothing short of a misalliance. Nobody expressed this view to Grafton,
but those who held it showed themselves rather too careful not to. Its
atmosphere was all around him, and he felt more uncomfortable and
doubtful than at any time since he had brought himself to consent.
When the bride and bridegroom had driven off he was feeling so depressed
that he determined to escape his duties as host for a time, and slip out
for a walk. There was nearly an hour of winter twilight left, and a
sharp frost. A fast walk would brace him in mind and body.
He went upstairs to change his clothes. He could get down by a staircase
at the other end of the corridor and escape from the house without being
seen, except perhaps by some of the servants.
As he slipped into a tweed suit and put on a pair of thick-soled boots
his unease of mind deepened. His black hour was upon him. Only at the
death of his wife sixteen years before had he felt the heavy weight upon
his mind that he felt now. But for that one big grief he had dwelt in
the sunshine of prosperity, pleasure, the liking of his friends, the
love of his children. The upset of mind he had endured over Beatrix a
year before had been by far the biggest that had troubled him for all
those long years, and that had never brought him the black cloud that
was settling on him now.
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