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"You might remind Daddy that all his daughters haven't gone away from
him yet. And Caroline, I wish you'd just say something--from yourself, I
mean--about me being older, and that you liked having me to talk to and
tell things to, after B was married. You did, you know, in the summer
holidays. Daddy might see it if you said it about me--that I _could_ be
a lot to him, I mean, if he wanted me. Of course you'd have to do it
carefully."
Caroline promised to do this, and left Barbara two days later, somewhat
comforted, but still rebellious at her exile, at this particular time.
She had given Caroline a good deal to think about. She confided
Barbara's fears to Maurice, who expressed himself incredulous. But on
such a subject as this he was not much of a guide. His training had not
prepared him for judging of a man considerably older than himself, as
one who had lived more in the world might have done. Grafton was
Caroline's father. He could treat him with respect, and with affection,
but hardly as having any of the qualities of youth remaining in him. He
thought it very delightful that his family should treat him in the
companionable way they did, which was different from any way of parents
and children of which he had had experience; but he was still apt to be
surprised at certain manifestations of their attitude towards him.
Caroline felt all the time that it was even more difficult for him than
it was for her to envisage her father as a man who might still desire
for himself what belonged by right to youth. It was only difficult for
her because he was her father. She had to think of him from outside
herself, and she had plenty of experience to guide her in seeing him as
a man who might legitimately look for a further period of happiness in
marriage, and as quite capable of gaining the love and devotion of a
woman much younger than himself, and of keeping it.
"I do want him to be happy," she said, "and in his own way. Of course it
would mean that he would give to her a great deal of what we have all
had, and that's why poor little Barbara hates it so. But after all it is
just what has happened with us--with B and me, and will happen by and
bye with Barbara. He isn't less to us than he was, but he's no longer
everything. We shouldn't be less to him."
"I think you would," said Maurice. "It isn't quite the same."
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