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Caroline went to the station alone to meet her father. Maurice had work
to finish at the office, or said he had. He thought that Grafton would
like to have her to himself alone at their first meeting. He was full of
these little delicacies of mind, and of thoughtfulness for others. And
her tenderness for her father had awakened an echo of it in himself. He
had been so generous to him, giving him this priceless gift, which he
had done so little to deserve, and losing so much in the giving of it.
He was anxious to please him, and efface himself in doing so. There was
not much he could do to show him gratitude. But she could do a great
deal.
Only, if Grafton were preparing to transfer the centre of his affections
from the hearts that had hitherto held it, Maurice would not look upon
him with quite the same eyes.
He thought about it as he sat at his table in the office, not very busy
with the work that he had given himself to do. He could not yet get used
to the idea, try as he would. He thought that it was troubling Caroline,
though she was preparing herself to welcome it if it should happen. It
disturbed him somewhat that there was already a subject upon which they
could not talk together with the freedom which it was their joy to use
in everything. But to express all his thoughts would be to criticise her
father, and he would not do that. In the sanguine spirit of youth, he
hoped that this visit would prove that the fear was unfounded, and
returned to his work.
In the meantime Caroline, driving to the station, was wondering what
Maurice really thought of it, for she knew well enough that he had not
told her all his thoughts. He might just as well have done so, for she
divined the course they took, and was only ignorant of the strength of
his antagonism to the idea. In this, as in smaller matters, she had to
distinguish between ideas of his which arose from his true and right
attitude to the basic facts of life and conduct, and those prompted by
his limited experience. In all essentials she respected his judgment as
that of no other man. But in some non-essentials she knew that her own
opinion was of more value than his, and that she could influence him.
Was this question of her father's marriage one in which she ought to
take his view, or be guided by her own wider experience, and influence
him towards hers? She was divided between loyalty to her father and
loyalty to her husband, but for the present she no more than he was able
to solve the problem. She put it from her mind, and gave herself up to
pleasure in the prospect of seeing her father again.
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