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Grafton had told Caroline on their way home that Beatrix was expecting a
child, and a letter from her to Caroline had come by the evening post.
They talked about it at intervals during the evening. Caroline laughed
at the idea of his becoming a grandfather, but in her slightly altered
attitude towards him the relationship seemed more fitting to him than it
would have done before. There was no doubt about his pleasure in it.
Ella's name was mentioned, quite naturally by him. "She's been a great
consolation to me while you've been away," he said. "Sometimes I haven't
missed you in the least, darling. She has been quite like one of the
family."
Would he have said this if he had been thinking of giving her the chief
place in the family? Maurice thought not, when he and Caroline talked it
all over at the end of the evening. His own fears, he told her, were at
an end. Her father had allowed Ella to console him for the loss of his
daughters, because she had been more like them than anybody else. But
it was them he really wanted. Now Caroline had come home that was plain
enough to be seen.
Caroline was inclined to think as he did. Her father's high spirits and
his obvious pleasure in having her back had made everything just
perfect, and the way that he had taken Maurice into it all gave her the
idea that he was happier in her new happiness than if he had kept her to
himself. Such an attitude relieved her of the uneasy balancing of the
claims of husband and father. If his fatherhood could take them both in
and sun itself in their happiness, so that the thought of them would
always be present with him, there would be much to balance the loss of
her companionship to him. He might indeed have almost as much of it as
before, since she would always be at Abington when he was there; and to
enjoy it with that of Maurice added, so that what had knitted the two of
them together would now knit the three, would be a gain all round. It
would even heighten her appreciation of her own married happiness, for
it would bring Maurice nearer to her in the one big thing in her life
that would otherwise tend, however slightly and on the surface, to
divide their aims.
She was very happy when she fell asleep, and thought of her dear father
lying under her roof, still as near to her as he had ever been. But when
she awoke in the night, after realising with some pleasurable emotion
that he was there, and not going to sleep again immediately, the doubts
began to creep in.
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