Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"Now I've got Dad all to myself, of course I can _see_. I was a fool to
write what I did from Paris. The poor old darling had made up his mind
to keep it all to himself, and had screwed himself to be extra merry and
bright with me, so that I shouldn't twig anything. He did take me in,
but I only saw him for a few hours. Of course he can't really hide it,
though he thinks he's doing it beautifully, poor lamb! I do believe I'm
the proper person to be with him, Cara dear. Perhaps you would do it
better, but you can't be here, so I hope you'll be glad that I am, and
not think that I only want to enjoy myself, though I am doing that, and
it is lovely to be here, and with Dad. It's rather pathetic how he likes
to be always with me, and I _know_ he is glad that he brought me here.
When we were reading on the balcony this afternoon, I could see he
wasn't reading much, but every now and then he looked at me, and once
he said how jolly it was that we were here, and were going home
together. So I'm a sort of comfort to him, which I'm frightfully glad
of, and is just what I want to be. I'm not sure I shan't try to get him
to say something later on. After all, everybody knows. I hate her for
treating him like that, though of course I'm glad in a way. It shows
what she would have been like. She must have made him think that she
loved him, and of course he is bowled over. I heard him walking up and
down the balcony last night. When he came into my room this morning he
said that he had got up to see the sun rise, but it was quite dark when
I heard him. After he had had his _petit dejeuner_ he went back to bed
and slept till ten nearly, which is a good thing.
"But you mustn't think he is moping. It isn't like that at all. He is
very cheerful and amusing generally, and we are having a lovely time.
I've only told you what I have seen behind it. I'm sure he just wants to
forget all about it, and I'm going to help him the very best way I can.
I do love him. I shan't marry at all, but shall live at home and look
after him. Of course I don't blame you for marrying, darling, as you had
to. But I've thought it over and I don't care about it for myself."
Barbara also wrote to Bunting--a not too indulgent description of the
people staying in the hotel, with references to the changed aspect of
the country, and to some places that he knew.
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