Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
What were men like, under the surface they presented to the women who
gave them their friendship and confidence--men who lived in the world of
Lassigny, yes, and of Francis Parry, and Dick, and most of those among
whom she had made her friends? She felt shaken by this glimpse she had
had into what lay beneath all the commerce of life as she had known it,
the life of pleasure, innocent enough to her and such as her, but lived
on a crust of artificiality through which one's foot might slip at any
time. Beneath it there were untold depths of mire in which one might
even be engulfed, as Beatrix had nearly been engulfed. Her pleasure in
those days in Paris was spoiled. She longed for the sure ground of her
quiet country life, in which one lived from day to day occupying and
interesting one's self in one's duties and quiet pleasures, with the
beauties and changes of nature to freshen the spirit, and all around the
lives of others with which one could mingle, and trust them not to
contain shameful secrets.
So she thought of it, not yet taught by age and experience that evil is
everywhere where men and women are congregated together, and may rear
its head in a country village as well as in a foreign city.
As she and Barbara were alone together that night, Barbara said
seriously: "I can't think how B can ever have liked Lassigny. I never
did. Although I didn't know anything in those days, I felt it about him
all the same."
Caroline suddenly saw Barbara with new eyes. She and Bunting had always
been called 'the children,' and treated as such; and up till the time
Barbara had left home, only three months before, she had been a tomboy,
sexless almost, certainly with no appeal that would bring out the deeper
feminine confidences. But she had always had a shrewd eye for character,
and Caroline remembered that she had avoided Lassigny's society when he
had stayed at the Abbey with a large party of guests, saying that there
were other men she liked better.
But now she was a woman, with a woman's sensibilities, though her
childish freedom of speech and some of her childish ways still clung to
her. The very alteration in her appearance, slight as it had seemed at
first, marked a stage in her growth. She stood by the window, fingering
a chain she had taken off. In her pretty evening frock, nearly as long
as Caroline's own, she seemed already to be 'grown up.' Caroline saw her
as a companion to her such as Beatrix had been, one whom she could treat
as an equal in understanding, if not in experience, and not as a much
younger sister from whom many things must be kept.
"Of course I know what sort of woman that was he was with," Barbara went
on. "You don't live in Paris even as I have to, without knowing the
difference. I hate it all; and I hate him. Why couldn't B see?"
"I don't know," said Caroline slowly. "But I didn't see either."
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