Bohemianism -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I say, don’t tear it off rough! Have I neglected you or done anything
without your approval? I’ve held up my best work to please you, because
you want to stick in New York where you have a drag. Don’t you think
that is something? But I’ll do the coast thing if it means a break,” a
determined look replacing the anxious expression.
Lissa’s eyes narrowed. She saw she had overreached herself. Cleverly, she
began a retreat. “Mark dear, I’m jealous! I’m not a nice young thing like
Thurley—and you were a naughty bear to drop in and take her home—leave
poor Lissa all aloney. Please, honey, kiss me; say you love me; you won’t
go ’way out to the coast. I won’t let you. Remember all I’ve given up
for you,” pointing at the photograph of an elderly, well known man of
finance. “I must have love, Mark, and loyalty—such as I give the one I
love.”
“Yes, but not servility—not crushing every bit of originality and decency
from a chap—that girl’s eyes look you through!”
“Where would you have been if not for me?” Lissa was holding him half
by force. “Who helped you when you had the fever? Who introduced you to
Newport, who—”
Mark threw off her arm roughly. “Stop! Sometimes I wish you’d let me
find my own gait in my own way—maybe it wouldn’t be dancing—”
Lissa burst into effective sobs. “Don’t say you want to be a horrid old
lawyer or sawbones! Why is it so many wonderful men have loved me, yet I
give my heart to a sulky boy that cannot appreciate what it means—why is
it?” she demanded of the empty absinthe glass.
Mark almost laughed. “I’ll play fair,” he said doggedly, “but I do the
coast tour in April.”
“You’ll grow away from me—”
“Which might be a good thing. I thought you didn’t want constancy, did
you tell Thurley so—try to make her see your death-in-life stuff?”
“You’ve been drinking!”
“No, you’ve been drinking and I’ve been thinking. You know, Lissa, it’s
well enough to play off a few weeks of nonsense abroad; something about
Monaco and Florence get into your blood. But, after all, a fellow must
think ahead and so ought a woman. I want to be the soap-and-water-washed
sort I was. Makes me wish I hadn’t danced a step—had a hammer-toe or a
club-foot so I couldn’t!”
“You’ve been talking to Bliss,” she said sharply.
“He does jerk me up now and then.”
Lissa threw back her head and closed her eyes. “Have I wasted the finest
love of my live on a cad?” she asked of some unseen presence. “Have I
told my secrets, the secrets of my inner shrine—”
“Not inner shrine,” Mark could not refrain from adding, “inner shrink!”
Lissa sprang to her feet. “You young idiot,” she said between set teeth,
“you know I’ll not let you go until I’m ready to—I never do—I’ll show the
whole pack of prudes that I can beat their game—”
Then the cad in the boy, which is in every boy, came to the surface and
battled for supremacy in his handsome face right and wrong; he smiled in
smug fashion symbolic of the fact that he had passed up the struggle.
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