Bohemianism -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
When Thurley came home that afternoon, she found a basket of flowers from
Dan and a note saying he would be in New York before June. Trips to New
York were not ordinary, easily managed affairs for Dan. He must plan to
be away without being suspected. Then he would come to town and stay at
a hotel, restless, eager and thoroughly ashamed if he would but admit
it, until Thurley permitted him to see her, drove with him, entertained
him at her apartment, treating him in a half patronizing, half genuine
manner—not quite clear herself either as to her motives or emotions. It
was as impossible to think of an actual intrigue with Dan Birge as to
associate schoolboys in the lower forms with being regular brigands.
True, they play at it—it is often their pet pastime—but there is a prompt
ending of it when the supper bell rings, wooden swords and false faces
are willingly left in the woodshed and plain Tommies and Jacks cluster
around the table!
So it was with Dan. Thurley, talking to him of this or that, of anything
save the things she would have liked to talk of, now scolding him,
threatening to send him home, playing now that she was annoyed, now
that she was sentimental, now pensive or even angry,—Thurley was doing
a simple and a natural thing, proof of what Ernestine had prophesied.
Thurley was using Dan as her whipping boy, outlet for her repressed and
lonely self. Dan was the ooze, some one human to whom she could vent
her whims and moods; some one wholesome and clean-minded with whom she
was entirely at ease. She selfishly refused to think of the apparent
indiscretion, the lack of honor which she incurred when she let him come
from the Corners to stay in New York a week while she showed him her
restless woman’s self, and let his own man’s heart learn to want her in
new, dangerous fashion.
Yet Dan was “playing” too. After all, Lorraine was his wife and he had
grown fond of her—used to her would be more truthful and less romantic.
She was “mighty good to have about.” It was a relief to return from
New York with memories of Thurley as the great opera singer, aloof,
coquettish, temperamental, useless save for her own work, and find the
sunny little home with Lorraine who never questioned his absence nor
shirked in her tasks. And if the tapestry furniture, Queen Anne walnut
and mahogany pedestals with plaster statues got on Dan’s nerves when he
recalled Thurley’s strangely beautiful apartment, and Lorraine’s dowdy
frocks made him visualize Thurley in some wonderful swirl of satin and
lace—Dan realized that a man may be happily married and yet partly in
love with some one else at the same time. After this realization, he
re-ordered his life to fit the situation and his generosity to Lorraine,
like his manner, was dangerously kind and thoughtful. The town, which
would never exhaust Thurley’s return as a topic for debate, said, fooling
its narrow little self, “I guess Dan is sorry for how he acted!”
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