Bohemianism -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
No one knew just how she lived, for she had the fierce pride of failures.
“Sure ’nuff” successes or “comers” are always more amenable to loans and
helping hands. In her sky parlor, the tiptop room in a bohemian New York
rooming house, Polly somehow wrested from fate and the world at large
a living. Limericks and hack work of hideous monotony and starvation
wage with the pride of her family behind her! Her father had been an
Ohio judge and her grandfather a senator, while Polly, alone and without
resources, had wilfully burned family bridges some years before and
drifted to New York to write her operas.
Even Polly admitted the first operas were hopeless, bravely burning them
as one does old love letters. But grand opera remained her goal; nothing
less would or could satisfy her. After seven desperate years of work and
insufficient means, Polly had become one of the family of the very great
and was envied by all; it meant, however, that she took from this family
not one jot of aid or influence nor permitted them to know whether “we
are eating to-day or we are moving our belt strap into the next hole.”
Sometimes the family outwitted Polly Harris and helped her in spite of
herself, but more often they knew it was kindest to not try. So they
did the finest thing of all because the girl’s fine self deserved and
demanded it—they took her in as one of them and talked of the day her
operas should be sung, listening to her pitiful dreams as kindly as they
would have listened to Wagner could he have been among them telling of
his Rhinegold! Polly had become a character in artistic New York and when
the near-great enviously urged her to make use of the truly great, to
accept some easy position as secretary or companion to this celebrity or
that, Polly’s eyes would change to angry, storm things and she would turn
on them with the threat that they would still see her win out, some day
the great theme would come to her and the world admit her success! Then
she would repay the beloved family for their kindness in not forcing old
clothes and baskets of food, loans of money—as one tipped a maid. Polly
would be famous, as famous as Ernestine Christian or Bliss or the lazy
deceiver of a Caleb or Collin Hedley whom Polly loved in strange fashion
although he was honestly unconscious of the fact.
Until then painting lamp shades at night, writing wretched verse for some
wretched publication, doing a child’s song cycle for almost the cost of
the music paper, harmonizing impossible marching songs, substituting at
a Harlem movie house as the piano player—none of these was too mean for
Polly to do since they sustained her until the day the great theme should
whisper itself!
“The thing which keeps Polly afloat,” Ernestine had declared, “is that
she is glad for every one else who wins out—it has made her so sunny
hearted she just can’t go under.”
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