He and Keith called each other by their given names; but even after a
close intimacy had been established, he never addressed Nan by hers.
"You sound very formal," she hinted to him at last.
"To me the privilege of calling you by your 'little name' is so great
an evidence of friendship, that it actually seems like flaunting that
friendship to call you so before others" he replied.
Always after that he called her "Nan" when they were alone together,
but "Mrs. Keith" when a third, even Keith himself, was present. In that
way their tête-à-têtes were marked off a little. When alone with her he
maintained the pose of one struggling manfully against tremendous
temptations held back only by her sweet influence. But he never overdid
it. As they came to know each other better, he talked ever the more
freely of men's mysterious temptations. Nan could not define to herself
exactly what they might be.
"Yesterday I couldn't see you," he told her. "I struggled with myself
all day. Good God, what does a woman like you know of a man's
weaknesses and temptations--But I conquered."
Nan was uneasy. She did not know quite what it was all about, but her
instincts warned her.
"I am glad," she replied; and went on hastily, "but you must tell me
what you think about having the tea served in the arbour on the
seventh, I've been dying to ask you."
With an obvious effort to be cheerful about this fresh subject, he
wrenched himself into a new mood. They consulted on the party for the
seventh. He broke off abruptly to say: "Do you know you're an
extraordinary person--but you are!" he overrode her protests. "Don't I
know the ordinary kind? Women have a deep strength of their own that
men cannot understand."
He stayed only a few minutes after that. On parting he for the first
time permitted himself a lingering gaze into her eyes as he reluctantly
relinquished her hand. She turned away, distinctly uneasy. Yet so
skilfully had he woven, his illusion of dependence on her that she
shook it off with a tender and maternal smile.
"Poor boy," she murmured. "He is so unhappy and alone!"
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