"She'd have no trouble in holding him if she were only _awake_. But
she's only a dear little child--and about as helpless. She has very
little subtlety. I'm afraid she'll follow the instincts of her
training. She'll be too proud to do anything herself to attract her
husband, once his attentions to her seem to drop off. She'll just
become cold and proud--and perhaps eventually turn elsewhere."
"I don't believe she's a bit that kind," asserted Sherwood positively.
"Nor do I. But, Jack, a woman lonely enough has fancies, that in the
long run may become convictions."
XXII
Mrs. Sherwood was completely right. Keith had _seen_ Mrs. Morrell. The
glamour had fallen from her at a touch. He did not in the least
understand how this had happened, and considered that it was his own
fault. Mrs. Morrell had not changed in the least, but he had, somehow.
He looked upon himself as fickle, disloyal, altogether despicable. Yet
for the life of him he could not get up the slightest spark of
enthusiasm for musical evenings, Sunday night suppers, or week-end
excursions into the country. They had fallen dead to his taste; and
with the sudden revolt to which such temperaments as his are subject,
he could not bear even the thought of them without a feeling of
incipient boredom. The blow administered to his self-respect put him
quite out of conceit with himself and the world in general. If he had
followed his natural instinct, he would instanter have thrown,
overboard all the Morrell episode, bag and baggage.
But that was, of course, impossible. Keith felt his obligations; he was
a man of honour; he had respect for the feelings of others; he could
not make friendly people the victims of his own outrageous freaks. That
was out of the question!
Mrs. Morrell sent for him. She had been puzzled by the episode of the
evening before. It would have been absolutely incredible to her that a
hundred words from a woman who was not her rival could have destroyed
her influence over this man. She had considerable knowledge of men, and
she had played her cards carefully. But she realized that something was
the matter; and she thought that the time had come to use the power she
had gained. A note dispatched by the Chinaman would do.
Keith obeyed the summons. He knew himself well enough to realize that
the intimacy, such as it was, must come to a pretty abrupt termination.
Otherwise, he would shortly get very bored; and when he got very bored
he became, in spite of himself, reserved and self-contained to the
point of rudeness. For the exact reason that he saw thus clearly, his
conscience was smiting him hard. Mrs. Morrell had done nothing to
deserve this treatment. He was a dastard, a coward, ashamed of himself.
If she wanted to see him, it was her due that he obey her summons
promptly. He went with the vague idea of making amends by doing
whatever she seemed to require--for this once.
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