Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“I loved you the moment you laid your hand on Zephyr’s bridle and
looked up into my face,” she murmured, nestling closer to him, and
letting her hand steal into his. “I really wanted to obey you as soon
as you spoke to me, but I suppose a spirit of perversity urged me the
other way. When you were wounded, I was in an agony of anxiety and
remorse; otherwise, I should never have dared to bring you to the
house. But all that about our not being equals is done away with now.
It is true that I am Sir Philip Cranstoun’s daughter, but my mother
was his first wife, and she was nothing more than a beautiful gypsy,
brought up on charity by a rich lady. So you see,” she added,
triumphantly, “it is all the other way round, and _I_ am not good
enough for _you_!”
He was silent for a few moments.
“Have you told Lord Carthew what you have told me?” he asked at
length.
“No. But I mean to. He will soon take back his offer, then.”
“His offer?” he repeated, in surprise. “Has he made you an offer,
then?”
“Yes. Didn’t you know? Oh, of course, I have never had an opportunity
of telling you. Lord Carthew asked me to marry him while we were out
riding yesterday morning.”
“What did you say?”
“I--oh--I said I would think about it, or something of that sort.”
“You did not say ‘No’ outright?”--in a disappointed tone. “Stella, was
all that before, or _after_, I woke up and saw you?”
“Oh, how can you ask me? It was _before_, of course?”
“And you were ready to marry Carthew at the time?”
“Don’t--don’t--be hard on me, and don’t look so stern and cold. How
can I make you understand? You had said things against me that I had
overheard. I believed, I really and truly believed, that you couldn’t
bear me. And it made me mad with myself to find that I couldn’t keep
you out of my thoughts for one minute. It seemed so dreadful--so
forward and unwomanly--to be always thinking of a man who cared
nothing for me. Then, too, you must remember that I longed with all my
heart to escape from the Chase. You don’t know what our lives have
been, poor mamma’s and mine, ever since I can remember. Lord Carthew
knows----”
“Oh, Lord Carthew knows?” interrupting her, jealously. “You could
confide in _him_, but not in me.”
She looked at him very sweetly for a moment, and then burst out
laughing.
“Dear Hilary,” she said, “remember that it is only two days since we
first met, and that this is the first chance of a real talk we have
had together. Whereas Lord Carthew and I----”
“You have had many interesting talks, I have no doubt,” he said,
morosely, his handsome face clouding. “He is far cleverer than I, and
can talk well on any subject. The wonder is that you don’t prefer him
to me.”
“Isn’t it?” she assented, demurely, rubbing her cheeks softly against
his coat-sleeve. “But there is no accounting for tastes, and--it may
be my mad gypsy origin--but I decidedly prefer _you_.”
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