Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“He is, indeed. You haven’t even seen him, and you cannot, therefore,
understand. Hilary, he _hates_ me, and until this morning I have never
been able to understand why, or why, try as I might to like him, and
to feel dutifully toward him, a cold shudder of dislike creeps over me
when he comes near. Last night he grew furiously angry with me because
I refused to marry Lord Carthew, and he told me then for the first
time, with the idea, I suppose, of humiliating me, that my dear mamma
was not my mother at all, but that I was really the daughter of an
ignorant gypsy woman. It seemed too strange to be believed, but it was
all true. This morning at six o’clock I climbed out of my bedroom
window, as he had locked me into my room, and came here to borrow a
horse with which to find out Dr. Netherbridge at Grayling. He
confirmed Sir Philip’s words. The first Lady Cranstoun was a lovely
gypsy girl, brought up on charity by Sir Philip’s sister, with whom he
fell in love, and made a most wretched marriage. Not many days before
I was born, my mother, heart-broken at the treatment she received, ran
back to her own people, and among them, in a tumble-down little
cottage not far from here, I was born, eighteen and a half years ago.
So now you understand,” she concluded, triumphantly, “that so far from
being a great lady, I come from the class of people who are driven
from town to town by the police, branded as thieves and poachers, with
the band of every respectable man and woman against them.”
She spoke bitterly, and something in her words and tone shocked Hilary
a little. He had none of the love for the original and the unexpected
in woman which had probably come to Lord Carthew from his brilliant
little American mother. Hilary’s mother was the pretty and graceful
daughter of a country clergyman, who had in her youth revelled in
lawn-tennis and crewel-work, and whose ideas on all subjects were
equally orthodox and limited. Hilary was fond of his mother, and she
had heretofore supplied his ideal of femininity; he had not yet had
time to adjust his aspirations toward a different standard.
“Do you quite realize what you are doing, I wonder?” he asked her
suddenly, turning and taking her face into his hand while he
scrutinized it closely, with a half-angry, half-hungry look. “What you
are doing, I mean, in throwing over a man like Carthew for the sake of
a man like me? He is heir to an earldom; his father is well off, and
in a very brilliant position; his mother is extremely wealthy; he
distinguished himself so greatly at college that people expect great
things of him. While, as for me, the higher education was wasted on
me; I was never good for anything but athletics. I am leaving England
to rough it in Canada, trying to make a farm pay. I can keep a wife,
certainly, upon what I have, but not such a wife as you.”
“Don’t you want me?” she asked, simply, looking him straight in the
eyes.
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